Several years ago, I participated in a study group based upon Rick Warren's book The Purpose Driven Life. It was an awesome learning experience, I can assure you. I remember the first sentence in the book was "It's not about me." Or it could have been "It's not about you." I don't have the book in front of me, so I am going with the former for blog purposes.
The premise of the book is to get our focus off of ourselves and figure out what we are really here for. I'm encouraging anyone who hasn't read the book to take the time to do so. Therefore, I'm not going to give out all of the good stuff. But basically, one of the main points is that we are not on this earth for our own benefit. We are here for God. We are here for God's glory. We are here to build His kingdom.
The book made a profound difference in my life. It stirred a passion and a desire for God that I didn't know was possible. I began to look at others before myself. I started considering what I said and what I did and how it would glorify God. I started walking with God instead of just lagging behind Him and straying whenever I could.
But sometime during the last few months, I have let "me" creep into the picture again. Some things have happened regarding our move and people saying ugly things about it. Also, with homeschooling. Some people don't care much for homeschooling at all. I've watched people get put down by others, some you would have never expected. I have seen wolves in sheep's clothing. And I don't mind telling you that I have taken it a bit personal. I've even been accused of taking a few digs here and there at people. And ya know, I have to admit that there have been times that I have. I get mad when I see people being led astray or being shown a really good front, knowing what is going on behind the scenes. And I have used my comments and some of my blogs to sort of get the message to people that "Hey, you aren't fooling me." Well, there's that word - ME.
Here's the thing...I have been enraged by someone I know sitting in judgment. And my anger has accomplished one thing - getting itself weaseled in between me and God. And ya know I am just not going to allow that to happen any more. I like the relationship that God and I had going. And I don't like the relationship that satan imposes upon me. I find that I have been a little judgmental myself in watching what this person is doing to so many that surrounds them. I am no better than they are or anyone else. And there is always a stone laying around and I don't want to have to repair any windows.
So today, I am releasing the hold that satan has had over me and I am going to focus on what I am here for - glorifying God! The offense that I have taken will no longer control me. I will pray for the wolves and ask my Father to bless them immensely. After all, He's got the final say, doesn't He? He knows what He is doing far better than I ever will. And as long as I trust in Him to handle the situations, all is well.
When you get down and someone has stepped on your toes, remember this one little thing - that's God's way of showing you who you need to be praying for. I've done a little toe stepping lately, so please keep me in your prayers.
I have been reading this awesome book lately. I had to skip to the last chapter, though. I am a sucker for awesome endings. And this book really has one. There is an incredible battle, but the Good Guy wins. Look around your house - I'm sure you already have the book. The Bible. LOVE it!
I wish for blessings to be poured all over you tomorrow. Pray for those that have offended you and just let it go. It's not about you.
Love ya!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
The Number One
The past year has certainly proven to be an interesting year. I've learned a lot about people. I've learned to listen more closely to what God wants us to do and not hold so much stock into what others may say. I've learned not to put people on pedestals because they will most surely fall every time. And I have learned a lot about numbers...particularly, the number one.
For such a small number, it can certainly cause a lot of confusion, disappointment, and hurt. People are sometimes referred to as numbers, with a ONE being the lowest of those. I've witnessed a church preferring to have 8's, 9's and 10's because of the negativity that those 1's and 2's may bring. I have seen people singled out as the ONE who did the damage or said what shouldn't have been said. Instead of reflecting on the pitiful acts that I have seen toward the number 1, I'm going to share what importance that number holds to us all.
According to Wikipedia, the number one is sometimes referred to as "unity". When I read that statement, it started me thinking about how we should all come together as one. However, we don't see that happening near enough. We all seem to find reasons for not uniting. But the number 1 is the basis for all numbers. With that being said, I would say that 1 is extremely important in that sense.
The number one is spiritually significant to us. There is only ONE God. To us, He gave His only (ONE) Son. God saw something in Mary and Joseph that others probably looked right over. What an incredible gift they were given.
"Jesus loved the little children; all the children of the world. Red and yellow, black and white, they were precious in His sight. Jesus loved the little children of the world." Jesus did love the little children in the same way that God loves all of us. We are all so very precious to Him. Our social standing does not matter to Him in the least. What matters is our heart and our love for Him.
This image breaks my heart. I am saddened to know that our ancestors before us let it get to a point to where God felt that His only (ONE) son had to undergo this incredible amount of torture and pain so that we may have eternal life with Him. But what an incredible act of love on Jesus' part that He took every bit of this for us. He didn't just do it for the lady up the road in the fancy house. He didn't do it just for the rich banker who makes a sizable donation into the collection plate. He didn't do it just for the drunkard in the alley, either. He took that beating and He carried that cross and He hung on it to die for each and every ONE of us. To God, ONE matters.
I love the way that Luke 15:3-7 shares with us just how important that Jesus felt the number ONE was. In the parable of a lost sheep, He tells us of the rejoicing in heaven over ONE sinner that repenteth, more than ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance. It does us no good to be a shepherd to a flock of hundreds of sheep if we have no regard for that ONE that was lost.
There are churches spread out all over this country. There are big ones, little ones, fancy ones, and some that are really casual. They are in buildings that range from costing nothing to some that cost millions of dollars. In these churches, there are shepherds leading their flocks. The good shepherds tend their flocks, taking care of them, watching over them, making sure that they are being fed as they need to be fed. They take their flocks out into the lands so that they may benefit from the pastures around them. Occasionally, a lamb might go astray. But the good shepherd is quick to go after that one lamb so that he is not lost. Even the runt of the litter lamb is important to that shepherd. If you are in a church where the shepherd is not tending his sheep, then ask why! Each and every ONE matters. And if you are in a church that stays between the four walls, ask the shepherd WHY? Stop straddling the fence in order to fit in. Grab that shepherd by the hand and go out to make a difference.
As I said before, I have seen a lot within the last year or so. I've really been disappointed. But at the same time, I am disappointed with the way that I handled things, too. I was in a church with the lost shepherd. Several times I suggested different things that we needed to be doing. My husband and I went to him about mission work and really gained no guidance at all. But instead of questioning the shepherd about his leadership, I got offended. And in that action, I grew resentful. We knew when God was trying to move us. We should have gone when we were told instead of trying to stay in a flock that He didn't want us in. In staying, we were shown things that weren't favorable at all. However, in those moments, we were taught lessons, as well. In all of this, God has drawn me closer to Him. I guess when the one on the pedestal fell, I immediately ran to God to ask why. I didn't get any answers from Him. But I did realize that none of us are perfect, not even shepherds in the church. And I also realized that we are all still loved and cared for even when we do fall. We are all just a small step away from falling. But the good news is that God is there.... waiting for us to get back up and dust ourselves off. He's got His arms stretched wide open for us.
The next time that someone uses the number one in a negative way around you, take that opportunity to tell them just how special that ONE really is!
Have a wonderfully blessed evening!
For such a small number, it can certainly cause a lot of confusion, disappointment, and hurt. People are sometimes referred to as numbers, with a ONE being the lowest of those. I've witnessed a church preferring to have 8's, 9's and 10's because of the negativity that those 1's and 2's may bring. I have seen people singled out as the ONE who did the damage or said what shouldn't have been said. Instead of reflecting on the pitiful acts that I have seen toward the number 1, I'm going to share what importance that number holds to us all.
According to Wikipedia, the number one is sometimes referred to as "unity". When I read that statement, it started me thinking about how we should all come together as one. However, we don't see that happening near enough. We all seem to find reasons for not uniting. But the number 1 is the basis for all numbers. With that being said, I would say that 1 is extremely important in that sense.
The number one is spiritually significant to us. There is only ONE God. To us, He gave His only (ONE) Son. God saw something in Mary and Joseph that others probably looked right over. What an incredible gift they were given.
"Jesus loved the little children; all the children of the world. Red and yellow, black and white, they were precious in His sight. Jesus loved the little children of the world." Jesus did love the little children in the same way that God loves all of us. We are all so very precious to Him. Our social standing does not matter to Him in the least. What matters is our heart and our love for Him.
This image breaks my heart. I am saddened to know that our ancestors before us let it get to a point to where God felt that His only (ONE) son had to undergo this incredible amount of torture and pain so that we may have eternal life with Him. But what an incredible act of love on Jesus' part that He took every bit of this for us. He didn't just do it for the lady up the road in the fancy house. He didn't do it just for the rich banker who makes a sizable donation into the collection plate. He didn't do it just for the drunkard in the alley, either. He took that beating and He carried that cross and He hung on it to die for each and every ONE of us. To God, ONE matters.
I love the way that Luke 15:3-7 shares with us just how important that Jesus felt the number ONE was. In the parable of a lost sheep, He tells us of the rejoicing in heaven over ONE sinner that repenteth, more than ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance. It does us no good to be a shepherd to a flock of hundreds of sheep if we have no regard for that ONE that was lost.
There are churches spread out all over this country. There are big ones, little ones, fancy ones, and some that are really casual. They are in buildings that range from costing nothing to some that cost millions of dollars. In these churches, there are shepherds leading their flocks. The good shepherds tend their flocks, taking care of them, watching over them, making sure that they are being fed as they need to be fed. They take their flocks out into the lands so that they may benefit from the pastures around them. Occasionally, a lamb might go astray. But the good shepherd is quick to go after that one lamb so that he is not lost. Even the runt of the litter lamb is important to that shepherd. If you are in a church where the shepherd is not tending his sheep, then ask why! Each and every ONE matters. And if you are in a church that stays between the four walls, ask the shepherd WHY? Stop straddling the fence in order to fit in. Grab that shepherd by the hand and go out to make a difference.
As I said before, I have seen a lot within the last year or so. I've really been disappointed. But at the same time, I am disappointed with the way that I handled things, too. I was in a church with the lost shepherd. Several times I suggested different things that we needed to be doing. My husband and I went to him about mission work and really gained no guidance at all. But instead of questioning the shepherd about his leadership, I got offended. And in that action, I grew resentful. We knew when God was trying to move us. We should have gone when we were told instead of trying to stay in a flock that He didn't want us in. In staying, we were shown things that weren't favorable at all. However, in those moments, we were taught lessons, as well. In all of this, God has drawn me closer to Him. I guess when the one on the pedestal fell, I immediately ran to God to ask why. I didn't get any answers from Him. But I did realize that none of us are perfect, not even shepherds in the church. And I also realized that we are all still loved and cared for even when we do fall. We are all just a small step away from falling. But the good news is that God is there.... waiting for us to get back up and dust ourselves off. He's got His arms stretched wide open for us.
The next time that someone uses the number one in a negative way around you, take that opportunity to tell them just how special that ONE really is!
Have a wonderfully blessed evening!
Sunday, September 19, 2010
I Have Decided
I had made plans to travel back to Laurel this morning and go to church at Agape. I really enjoy Pastor James' teaching and just feel wonderfully fed when I leave. Well, often plans go astray. During the week, the campground is relatively deserted. However, come Thursday nights and Friday days, the campers start rolling in. During the weekend, the lake is alive and full of excitement. The boys have made new friends and wanted to spend the extra time with them. So today, we went to church under the trees.
The Pastor was a Brother Martin from Oral Baptist Church in Sumrall. Here at the campground, I think a particular church will take over the services for the month. Then next month it will change to another one. I thought that was pretty neat. There was a good crowd in attendance - about 40 or so. Most were wearing shorts and t-shirts. I like that - just everyone gathered to worship God and not caring about who wears what. It was a little funny, though, to see the preacher in a long sleeved shirt and tie out here at the lake. Bless his heart, I am sure that he is ready for the fall to get here!
We all had hymnals that they passed around. The first song was "Jesus Loves Me". This song holds a special place in my heart. When my daughter passed away, we had a graveside service. My cousin James sang only two songs: Jesus Loves Me and Jesus Loves the Little Children. To this day, when I hear either of those songs, I just feel an extra little tug at my heart for my Jesse. The next song was "Amazing Grace". One of my favorites, as well.
Bro. Martin's message was on Peter and how he had chosen to follow Jesus. He was so close to Jesus, and yet denied Him three times. But ya know, Jesus still loved Peter very much. The thing is, we all mess up. But Jesus loves us so much. He is passionate for us.
The closing song was "I Have Decided to Follow Jesus". Wow! To me, that song says it all. To follow Jesus, you don't have to sell your home and move into a camper and go out on the road to spread His word. You only have to make that commitment to Him in your heart. That's the first step. But you never know what He might put on your heart to do - you might wind up at the campsite next to us! Ha!
New little friends came to visit this morning. Last night I hung up bird feeders. They were quickly spotted this morning! If you look closely, you can see one sitting on the top right hand peg. How cool is this to wake up to? Picture perfect creations singing to us all day. I am so blessed!
While sitting here on the deck typing, another friend has returned to get a drink of water out of the water bucket. How cute is that little tale sticking up from the bucket? I do believe that if I were to have had my peanuts out here, he would have come right up into the chair with me! I am in such awe of His creations. What a wonderful God we have to give us little treats like this!
Wishing you all a wonderfully blessed day today! Time to grab a little lunch and make the most of the day!
Saturday, September 18, 2010
A Peaceful Night
It's hard to believe that we have been on this new adventure for over a week now. The house is almost completely packed up. I still have a few things left to throw into a few boxes. The house is officially up for sale! Wow! Sometimes this all seems a little surreal, but definitely in a good way. I look forward to having the house sold and being a little closer to the debt free part of the plan. No worries at all, though. God already knows whose house that will become. And I pray that they have many beautiful memories in it, as we did. There were many things that needed doing in the house, but even with that, it held a lot of laughter. I'm so glad that we can carry those memories with us in our hearts everywhere we go.
We have finally gotten settled into the RVing lifestyle. It is absolutely beautiful here on the lake. When God placed the whole idea of selling everything and buying a camper on our hearts, I had no idea just what benefits it would hold for us, as well. We are still getting used to the small amount of storage space. It certainly makes you reevaluate what is important and what isn't. But ya know, none of us has complained about letting go of anything - especially the kids! I am so proud of them. They have been great throughout this entire experience. It's very quiet here during the week. But come Thursday night, the weekenders start rolling in and new sets of friends pull up for the next few days. The boys spent most of the day today hanging out with new friends from Seminary. I'm glad that they are enjoying it as much as they have been!
We have a new little friend that comes to see us each day. We have been feeding him some of the boiled peanuts we picked up in Laurel this week. He favors them quite a bit. Aidan gets the biggest kick out of his visits. Well, maybe I do! I haven't managed to get a picture of the spectacular bluebird that comes every day. I hung a few feeders today. Perhaps tomorrow he will show out for the camera.
Tonight is such a peaceful night. I hope that it is the same for you, wherever you are. Know that God is right there with you, waiting to hold you in His arms and sing you to sleep. Have a wonderfully blessed night!
We have finally gotten settled into the RVing lifestyle. It is absolutely beautiful here on the lake. When God placed the whole idea of selling everything and buying a camper on our hearts, I had no idea just what benefits it would hold for us, as well. We are still getting used to the small amount of storage space. It certainly makes you reevaluate what is important and what isn't. But ya know, none of us has complained about letting go of anything - especially the kids! I am so proud of them. They have been great throughout this entire experience. It's very quiet here during the week. But come Thursday night, the weekenders start rolling in and new sets of friends pull up for the next few days. The boys spent most of the day today hanging out with new friends from Seminary. I'm glad that they are enjoying it as much as they have been!
We have a new little friend that comes to see us each day. We have been feeding him some of the boiled peanuts we picked up in Laurel this week. He favors them quite a bit. Aidan gets the biggest kick out of his visits. Well, maybe I do! I haven't managed to get a picture of the spectacular bluebird that comes every day. I hung a few feeders today. Perhaps tomorrow he will show out for the camera.
Tonight is such a peaceful night. I hope that it is the same for you, wherever you are. Know that God is right there with you, waiting to hold you in His arms and sing you to sleep. Have a wonderfully blessed night!
Monday, September 6, 2010
The Winds of Time
Whoever said that time stands still needs to be right in the middle of an adventure and see how the winds of time can spin you around like crazy! It's been a little bit since I have posted, but with so much going on, there hasn't been much time!
The camper was moved Wednesday down to Little Black Creek in Purvis. The area is beautiful! We were FORCED (ha) to stay lakefront for the weekend, but we were able to move directly across the road yesterday afternoon to our more permanent location. There is more room at the location we picked and we aren't going to have to move the camper anytime soon. In the lakefront sites, you have to move every two weeks. The perk of a lakefront site is not worth the hassle of continuously moving. But it is still an amazing site and we are so blessed that it came available when it did.
Our first day there, we walked down to the edge of the lake and set out bait traps. Just standing there with my family looking at that view was simply peace in motion.
We spent the weekend fishing, walking, bike riding, and just sitting around the campsite. We have already benefited more than we realized that we would - we rode bikes with our kids. I can't remember a time that I have ever ridden a bike with any of my children. It saddens me that we took something so simple for granted. I called Jordan, my oldest, this morning and told her that she had to bring her bike down there so that we could ride bikes together! She laughed. Something so simple and yet never done.
We went to the spillway and tried our luck fishing there. Aidan and I were more intent on enjoying the huge hill that looked as though it led directly into heaven.
Once on top of that hill, it was as though you could simply reach out and grab one of the clouds. Absolutely beautiful! And as any little boy would, Aidan had to roll down the hill as quickly as he could.
We all loaded up and headed to Lake Catch-a-lot, the catfish pond in the park. Dalton and Robert are both content with just being on the end of a fishing pole. They have so much more patience than Aidan and I do. Aidan is a lot like me - we don't do "be still" and "be quiet" very well!
We would much rather marvel at all of the beauty around us. Our God is such an incredible artist. The sunsets that we are each given throughout the year can not be captured in all their beauty ... not with a camera or with an artists' brush. There is nothing better than just standing there in awe of His masterpiece.
When God first put it on mine and Robert's hearts to sell everything that we considered ours and to move into a little camper and move toward a position that we could better serve Him, Robert and I both thought that perhaps we weren't hearing things clearly. We have had more than enough people tell us how foolish we are. And we have had more than enough people tell us what they think God was trying to tell us. But ya know, when God speaks to your heart and you start obeying what He says, you get your confirmation. For the past several months, there have been quite a few concerns for us. Moving from a house into a small camper limits your space. But one thing that Robert and I realized this weekend is that we have more space than most...it's just no longer limited to four walls. And look at these faces.....
God is SO good!
We are back in Soso for the week. We have so much to do to finish packing up the house and getting it ready to sell. I never realized just how much stuff we have actually accumulated. But ya know, most of it is just "stuff". The things that really matter will be traveling with us or coming to visit us quite often. And the most important will be in our hearts wherever we go... our precious Lord!
Wishing you all a wonderful day! Spend time today enjoying the gifts that GOD gave you. There are SO many!
The camper was moved Wednesday down to Little Black Creek in Purvis. The area is beautiful! We were FORCED (ha) to stay lakefront for the weekend, but we were able to move directly across the road yesterday afternoon to our more permanent location. There is more room at the location we picked and we aren't going to have to move the camper anytime soon. In the lakefront sites, you have to move every two weeks. The perk of a lakefront site is not worth the hassle of continuously moving. But it is still an amazing site and we are so blessed that it came available when it did.
Our first day there, we walked down to the edge of the lake and set out bait traps. Just standing there with my family looking at that view was simply peace in motion.
We spent the weekend fishing, walking, bike riding, and just sitting around the campsite. We have already benefited more than we realized that we would - we rode bikes with our kids. I can't remember a time that I have ever ridden a bike with any of my children. It saddens me that we took something so simple for granted. I called Jordan, my oldest, this morning and told her that she had to bring her bike down there so that we could ride bikes together! She laughed. Something so simple and yet never done.
We went to the spillway and tried our luck fishing there. Aidan and I were more intent on enjoying the huge hill that looked as though it led directly into heaven.
Once on top of that hill, it was as though you could simply reach out and grab one of the clouds. Absolutely beautiful! And as any little boy would, Aidan had to roll down the hill as quickly as he could.
We all loaded up and headed to Lake Catch-a-lot, the catfish pond in the park. Dalton and Robert are both content with just being on the end of a fishing pole. They have so much more patience than Aidan and I do. Aidan is a lot like me - we don't do "be still" and "be quiet" very well!
We would much rather marvel at all of the beauty around us. Our God is such an incredible artist. The sunsets that we are each given throughout the year can not be captured in all their beauty ... not with a camera or with an artists' brush. There is nothing better than just standing there in awe of His masterpiece.
When God first put it on mine and Robert's hearts to sell everything that we considered ours and to move into a little camper and move toward a position that we could better serve Him, Robert and I both thought that perhaps we weren't hearing things clearly. We have had more than enough people tell us how foolish we are. And we have had more than enough people tell us what they think God was trying to tell us. But ya know, when God speaks to your heart and you start obeying what He says, you get your confirmation. For the past several months, there have been quite a few concerns for us. Moving from a house into a small camper limits your space. But one thing that Robert and I realized this weekend is that we have more space than most...it's just no longer limited to four walls. And look at these faces.....
God is SO good!
We are back in Soso for the week. We have so much to do to finish packing up the house and getting it ready to sell. I never realized just how much stuff we have actually accumulated. But ya know, most of it is just "stuff". The things that really matter will be traveling with us or coming to visit us quite often. And the most important will be in our hearts wherever we go... our precious Lord!
Wishing you all a wonderful day! Spend time today enjoying the gifts that GOD gave you. There are SO many!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
The War of the Churches
Welcome to the Bible belt! If there is anything that is known in Mississippi, it is most definitely religion. On any given day, you can find someone in a little coffee shop fervently discussing the politics of religion. And I'm going to let you in on a little secret - they are always right and their church is always THE best in the city. As far as that goes, theirs is the best in the whole country!
You would think that in an area that is so much in favor of God, we would grasp the big picture a little better. You find churches fighting over members and declaring that one church is trying to "steal" the others' members. People tend to "church hop". Let me share my point of view on "church hopping". To some it is looked at as trying to find the perfect church. To others it is seen as someone trying to find where God is wanting to use them. Either way, it is not for us to judge the reasons for someone visiting or changing churches. The way that I see it is simple - Praise God that they are IN church! And yes, I am one of the "church hoppers", not in search of the perfect church, but in a quest for where God is leading me. Besides, I already belong to THE perfect church. It's not in a building, though. It is the Body of Christ and I carry that with me wherever I go.
We need churches, though. We need instruction from Pastors who are gifted in the ability to share the Word with us. We need fellowship with other Christians so that we may form relationships and can help each other in our walk with Christ. We need challenges from our leaders within the church - challenges to go beyond the four walls, challenges to be more than just a Sunday and a Wednesday servant. We need to be in a church where we don't feel comfortable. When we feel comfortable, then it means that we are satisfied with our surroundings. We can't become complacent and no longer have the desire to do more and grow more.
For over 2 years, I was a member of a wonderful church. I can honestly say, without a doubt, that I was at the right place at the right time. I was just where I needed to be and where God wanted me to be. To this day, even after leaving the church, I still believe that the Pastor there hears God whisper in his ear. It's good to learn under a Pastor like that. My children accepted Christ as their Savior while we were members of that church. They were baptized at that church. We were inspired to become greater disciples at that church. But it was time to move. I know now that God had been trying to move us for a while. We just didn't want to see it and didn't want to accept it. We had developed dear friends there. We loved hearing the awesome choir. We felt great, both getting ready for church and after we left the service. But ignoring God's wishes can cause things to happen in your life that aren't so great. You can see things that perhaps you weren't supposed to see in the first place. Situations can arise that might not have occurred if you would have just been obedient in the first place. When God wants you to move, if you don't move, He might just do it for you. I feel that is what He did with us. So... "hopping" we have gone.
The church we are attending now has a few differences than our previous church. There is no choir...the congregation is the choir. There is worship music and it is wonderful. It's definitely different in the ambiance, but not different in the fact that it is welcoming God into His house. The Pastor hears God whisper in his ear, as well. And let me tell you one thing - when he gets started on a message, you better look out! He will step on a few toes if the need arises. I love seeing the passion that he has! This is the place that we are called to be at for this season in our journey. At this time, for us, this is where we need to be.
I've painted a great picture, I hope, of both of the churches that I care for. Just because I am not at the first church any longer does not mean that it isn't an amazing church. It is a growing church. I continue to pray for the growth of that church, not just within the walls but within the people. I look forward to seeing that church accomplish so many great things in building the Kingdom. And I continue to pray for the Pastor so that he will keep hearing the whispers of our Lord. The church we are at now is also an amazing church. It is reaching beyond the walls and making a difference in the community. It is crossing the racial barriers and showing what "created equally" is all about. I am feeling fed, once again.
In making the move, I have seen the warriors come out. I have seen not only Christ's warriors, but satan's, as well. People don't like change. And they get their feelings hurt when you decide to go to another church. Perhaps they feel threatened that you might pull some of the members away from their church. And ya know, that does happen. But the ones who are changing buildings because of God's calling are not the ones that are making this happen. We change buildings for one main reason - because that is what we felt God was leading us to do. I'm not sending out messages on Facebook or any other social networking site encouraging others to jump right up and follow us to the new venue. But what I am doing is telling you this: Listen. Hush. Be quiet. Listen to what God is telling you to do. Serve where you are being told to serve. Worship where you are being told to worship. If you think that you aren't hearing these directions from God, you are right. You aren't HEARING them. It's not because He isn't talking to you. It's because you aren't LISTENING. Don't listen when others are telling you that you simply MUST come to their church and leave the one you are at. Thank them greatly for the invitation, and go where God is leading you. But if you aren't in a church that is within four walls, then take them up on their invitation. Who knows? It might be just where God is wanting you to be. It might just be where God wants to grow you.
I'm sure I have posted this before, but I have to do so again: "It's all ice cream, just different flavors." Pastor David Hagan of Life Church said that and I just really like it. It just sort of sums it all up. It's okay that you love strawberry ice cream. I just happen to love butter pecan. But we all love ice cream!
Have a wonderfully blessed night!
You would think that in an area that is so much in favor of God, we would grasp the big picture a little better. You find churches fighting over members and declaring that one church is trying to "steal" the others' members. People tend to "church hop". Let me share my point of view on "church hopping". To some it is looked at as trying to find the perfect church. To others it is seen as someone trying to find where God is wanting to use them. Either way, it is not for us to judge the reasons for someone visiting or changing churches. The way that I see it is simple - Praise God that they are IN church! And yes, I am one of the "church hoppers", not in search of the perfect church, but in a quest for where God is leading me. Besides, I already belong to THE perfect church. It's not in a building, though. It is the Body of Christ and I carry that with me wherever I go.
We need churches, though. We need instruction from Pastors who are gifted in the ability to share the Word with us. We need fellowship with other Christians so that we may form relationships and can help each other in our walk with Christ. We need challenges from our leaders within the church - challenges to go beyond the four walls, challenges to be more than just a Sunday and a Wednesday servant. We need to be in a church where we don't feel comfortable. When we feel comfortable, then it means that we are satisfied with our surroundings. We can't become complacent and no longer have the desire to do more and grow more.
For over 2 years, I was a member of a wonderful church. I can honestly say, without a doubt, that I was at the right place at the right time. I was just where I needed to be and where God wanted me to be. To this day, even after leaving the church, I still believe that the Pastor there hears God whisper in his ear. It's good to learn under a Pastor like that. My children accepted Christ as their Savior while we were members of that church. They were baptized at that church. We were inspired to become greater disciples at that church. But it was time to move. I know now that God had been trying to move us for a while. We just didn't want to see it and didn't want to accept it. We had developed dear friends there. We loved hearing the awesome choir. We felt great, both getting ready for church and after we left the service. But ignoring God's wishes can cause things to happen in your life that aren't so great. You can see things that perhaps you weren't supposed to see in the first place. Situations can arise that might not have occurred if you would have just been obedient in the first place. When God wants you to move, if you don't move, He might just do it for you. I feel that is what He did with us. So... "hopping" we have gone.
The church we are attending now has a few differences than our previous church. There is no choir...the congregation is the choir. There is worship music and it is wonderful. It's definitely different in the ambiance, but not different in the fact that it is welcoming God into His house. The Pastor hears God whisper in his ear, as well. And let me tell you one thing - when he gets started on a message, you better look out! He will step on a few toes if the need arises. I love seeing the passion that he has! This is the place that we are called to be at for this season in our journey. At this time, for us, this is where we need to be.
I've painted a great picture, I hope, of both of the churches that I care for. Just because I am not at the first church any longer does not mean that it isn't an amazing church. It is a growing church. I continue to pray for the growth of that church, not just within the walls but within the people. I look forward to seeing that church accomplish so many great things in building the Kingdom. And I continue to pray for the Pastor so that he will keep hearing the whispers of our Lord. The church we are at now is also an amazing church. It is reaching beyond the walls and making a difference in the community. It is crossing the racial barriers and showing what "created equally" is all about. I am feeling fed, once again.
In making the move, I have seen the warriors come out. I have seen not only Christ's warriors, but satan's, as well. People don't like change. And they get their feelings hurt when you decide to go to another church. Perhaps they feel threatened that you might pull some of the members away from their church. And ya know, that does happen. But the ones who are changing buildings because of God's calling are not the ones that are making this happen. We change buildings for one main reason - because that is what we felt God was leading us to do. I'm not sending out messages on Facebook or any other social networking site encouraging others to jump right up and follow us to the new venue. But what I am doing is telling you this: Listen. Hush. Be quiet. Listen to what God is telling you to do. Serve where you are being told to serve. Worship where you are being told to worship. If you think that you aren't hearing these directions from God, you are right. You aren't HEARING them. It's not because He isn't talking to you. It's because you aren't LISTENING. Don't listen when others are telling you that you simply MUST come to their church and leave the one you are at. Thank them greatly for the invitation, and go where God is leading you. But if you aren't in a church that is within four walls, then take them up on their invitation. Who knows? It might be just where God is wanting you to be. It might just be where God wants to grow you.
I'm sure I have posted this before, but I have to do so again: "It's all ice cream, just different flavors." Pastor David Hagan of Life Church said that and I just really like it. It just sort of sums it all up. It's okay that you love strawberry ice cream. I just happen to love butter pecan. But we all love ice cream!
Have a wonderfully blessed night!
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Can You Help Me?
I don't know about y'all, but the one thing that I hate doing with a passion is asking for help. I know that it is a pride thing. We all hate to admit when we are just simply unable to do something or we are in a position that we need help. And yes, often the one putting us in that position is our own self. Perhaps that is what makes it even harder to ask for help - the fear of someone telling you "I told you so" or "Why didn't you do it this way?"
Here's the thing about the two statements above, "I told you so" and "Why didn't you do it this way?"... Now that you've been reminded of someone telling you so, is it possible for you to go back in time and fix it? Or not doing something a certain way... can you warp speed back a couple of hours and just change time? I'm guessing that your answer to both of those questions will be "NO". There is nothing that you can do to fix what you have messed up. However, hopefully, we can all learn from the mistakes we make and not do them again.
I do understand that we all need to reflect back on our past and our past mistakes to realize how to go forward in a more efficient and suitable manner. Everyone messes up. It's those "mess ups" that teach us how to be better in the future. And sometimes it is those "mess ups" that teach us how NOT to act toward others in the future.
Every Sunday morning before I leave to go to church, I am reminded of how I have failed in the past. Every week it is something different. It makes no difference of what good I may or may not be accomplishing now. Instead, the focus is put onto how things could have been different or how I have let someone down. Well, no matter how much I would like to correct those mistakes to make things "okay", I have not successfully invented the machine that will allow me to travel back in time. Nope. It's just not going to happen. Nothing is going to be accomplished in reminding me week after week how I have failed. However, because of this weekly scenario playing out, I start the day with a great burden upon me. But that burden has made me more mindful of how I speak to my children and how I speak to others. I try my hardest to be uplifting. Of course, there are times when correction is needed. But correction and condemning are two different things.
One thing that I try to remember is this: Does God tell me "I told you so?" or "Why didn't you do that?" What would He say? Of course, we know when we have done something displeasing to our Father. And we know when our carelessness has caused both ourselves or someone else harm. But even with that knowledge, we know that our God is not going to speak to us in a manner that is hurtful. He cares for us greatly and wants us to succeed. He wants us to have a blessed life. God wants you to feel loved and to be able to show His love. We aren't able to do that as well when we are broken inside.
So let's all try something new. When your child, your spouse, your co-worker, your friend, or whomever it might be in your life messes up royally, try not to say those two little phrases that can do so much damage. Realize that when someone comes to you for help, perhaps they are already battling the demon pride and are weakened. Perhaps, they could use a warrior's ear instead of a judges.
Many blessings to you all!
Here's the thing about the two statements above, "I told you so" and "Why didn't you do it this way?"... Now that you've been reminded of someone telling you so, is it possible for you to go back in time and fix it? Or not doing something a certain way... can you warp speed back a couple of hours and just change time? I'm guessing that your answer to both of those questions will be "NO". There is nothing that you can do to fix what you have messed up. However, hopefully, we can all learn from the mistakes we make and not do them again.
I do understand that we all need to reflect back on our past and our past mistakes to realize how to go forward in a more efficient and suitable manner. Everyone messes up. It's those "mess ups" that teach us how to be better in the future. And sometimes it is those "mess ups" that teach us how NOT to act toward others in the future.
Every Sunday morning before I leave to go to church, I am reminded of how I have failed in the past. Every week it is something different. It makes no difference of what good I may or may not be accomplishing now. Instead, the focus is put onto how things could have been different or how I have let someone down. Well, no matter how much I would like to correct those mistakes to make things "okay", I have not successfully invented the machine that will allow me to travel back in time. Nope. It's just not going to happen. Nothing is going to be accomplished in reminding me week after week how I have failed. However, because of this weekly scenario playing out, I start the day with a great burden upon me. But that burden has made me more mindful of how I speak to my children and how I speak to others. I try my hardest to be uplifting. Of course, there are times when correction is needed. But correction and condemning are two different things.
One thing that I try to remember is this: Does God tell me "I told you so?" or "Why didn't you do that?" What would He say? Of course, we know when we have done something displeasing to our Father. And we know when our carelessness has caused both ourselves or someone else harm. But even with that knowledge, we know that our God is not going to speak to us in a manner that is hurtful. He cares for us greatly and wants us to succeed. He wants us to have a blessed life. God wants you to feel loved and to be able to show His love. We aren't able to do that as well when we are broken inside.
So let's all try something new. When your child, your spouse, your co-worker, your friend, or whomever it might be in your life messes up royally, try not to say those two little phrases that can do so much damage. Realize that when someone comes to you for help, perhaps they are already battling the demon pride and are weakened. Perhaps, they could use a warrior's ear instead of a judges.
Many blessings to you all!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
How Do I Look?
I've noticed lately that people are becoming more and more focused on their outward appearance. It's not just their physical qualities they are concerned with. It's also whether or not they are "siding" with the right team or perhaps saying something that might lead someone else to think they might like something that the other doesn't. I have seen people wanting to take a stand against something but refusing to do so because a few of their friends might get upset with them. We have become a society that puts so much emphasis on "fitting in".
I've come to realize that I don't "fit in" too well in some places. I don't straddle the fence. I don't bite my tongue. I see things in black and white. Either you are in or you are out. None of that wishy-washy mumbo jumbo. Sometimes I wonder if that might be a bad thing. There is only One that I am trying to please, and that is our Father.
Unfortunately, there will not be a day before our Savior returns that we will ALL look past each others' outward appearance. We will continue to be put into "classes" based on how much money we make, what kind of cars we drive, and what earthly worth we have. We will continue to be looked at as either a beautiful one or as not. However, we do not have to give in to those expectations that are not of God. Forsake the requirements of men to conform and give in to the requirements of God to go forth.
I have been following author Anne Rice's choice to "quit" Christianity. Roughly summing the entire debate up, she has basically decided that she doesn't want to be included in a class of people that call themselves Christians but refuse to act like Christ would have them to act. On one hand, I can understand the point that she is trying to make. However, she goes on to agree with things that I do not believe that Christ would have us to agree with. It is discouraging to see people use Christianity as a title instead of a way of life. Christianity has become popular again in many places. People use it as a way to gain business, gain friends, and gain favor in the eyes of the community. Being a Christian isn't about popularity at all. Being a Christian is a big responsibility. I believe that, as Christians, we are charged with going forth and telling all nations about Christ. As Christians, we can't be comfortable merely surrounded by four walls on Sundays and Wednesdays. It's about getting out there and serving our Father and building His kingdom. We can't do that by being still. I'm not planning on quitting being a Christian. Christ is my Savior and I am very proud to be called one of His.
It bothers me when I see all of these young girls so concerned with their size or their looks. I pray that I am raising sons who can reassure young ladies that what truly matters is Who is in their hearts. Parents, spend the time now with your daughters and teach them to let God lead their paths and let God be the one they are concerned with pleasing, not society. Teach them young that they don't have to fit in.
And when someone asks you "How Do I Look?", could you tell them they were made in the image of God and that they are beautiful?
Many blessings to you all!
I've come to realize that I don't "fit in" too well in some places. I don't straddle the fence. I don't bite my tongue. I see things in black and white. Either you are in or you are out. None of that wishy-washy mumbo jumbo. Sometimes I wonder if that might be a bad thing. There is only One that I am trying to please, and that is our Father.
Unfortunately, there will not be a day before our Savior returns that we will ALL look past each others' outward appearance. We will continue to be put into "classes" based on how much money we make, what kind of cars we drive, and what earthly worth we have. We will continue to be looked at as either a beautiful one or as not. However, we do not have to give in to those expectations that are not of God. Forsake the requirements of men to conform and give in to the requirements of God to go forth.
I have been following author Anne Rice's choice to "quit" Christianity. Roughly summing the entire debate up, she has basically decided that she doesn't want to be included in a class of people that call themselves Christians but refuse to act like Christ would have them to act. On one hand, I can understand the point that she is trying to make. However, she goes on to agree with things that I do not believe that Christ would have us to agree with. It is discouraging to see people use Christianity as a title instead of a way of life. Christianity has become popular again in many places. People use it as a way to gain business, gain friends, and gain favor in the eyes of the community. Being a Christian isn't about popularity at all. Being a Christian is a big responsibility. I believe that, as Christians, we are charged with going forth and telling all nations about Christ. As Christians, we can't be comfortable merely surrounded by four walls on Sundays and Wednesdays. It's about getting out there and serving our Father and building His kingdom. We can't do that by being still. I'm not planning on quitting being a Christian. Christ is my Savior and I am very proud to be called one of His.
It bothers me when I see all of these young girls so concerned with their size or their looks. I pray that I am raising sons who can reassure young ladies that what truly matters is Who is in their hearts. Parents, spend the time now with your daughters and teach them to let God lead their paths and let God be the one they are concerned with pleasing, not society. Teach them young that they don't have to fit in.
And when someone asks you "How Do I Look?", could you tell them they were made in the image of God and that they are beautiful?
Many blessings to you all!
Monday, August 16, 2010
The Best Laid Plans
....of mice and men often go astray. Our world has become convinced that we all have to have everything planned out. It does help to have a plan, but we have to remember this famous quote: "The best laid plans of mice and men often go astray." No matter how much we would like things to go a certain way and we would like to have every aspect of our lives in order, situations can arise at any time to just wipe those plans away. We often rely on our plans and trust in ourselves and other people for everything to be okay. That's not the way it works. God is the Master of ALL plans. One of my favorite scriptures is Jeremiah 29:11. It reads "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." That scripture has said a lot to me for over 12 years now. No matter what happens, I am trusting in the Lord. He is not going to harm me. With Him I have hope and I have a future.
Some people may be a little concerned with the path that we have chosen to travel. Although we have been in the process of making plans to set out on this journey, we know that God is the decision maker. He can veto any plan that we have at any time. With that knowledge, we are trusting in Him to continue to guide us so that we do make wise decisions. Our foremost desire is that He is glorified in all that we do.
I want to share our tentative plans with you. I'm doing so in order for others to be aware of what we are doing and to keep us in their prayers. I also welcome advice and suggestions. But one thing I do ask is that you don't question who will provide for us. We know that God will provide. We are also smart enough to know that He gave us strong bodies to work and to take the responsibility to care for ourselves. None of the decisions that we are making are being taken lightly. Great amounts of prayer and listening have been put into each decision and we are constantly seeking God's will for us.
Let me start by saying that we are not going on the road in an evangelistic manner, so to speak. We will not be carrying around instruments, singing, and standing in pulpits seeking donations from churches that we are visiting. I am not saying anything negative about that type of ministry AT ALL, but we do not feel that is the ministry God has for us at this time. I am sure that there are many people in the country are grateful to hear that, considering I can't carry a tune in a bucket! Ha! We are going out as servants so that we can be useful to churches, communities, families, and anyone else that God allows us to encounter. We are not seeking out sponsors so that we don't have to work and things like that. We are planning to do quite the contrary. We want to be able to give to people. We want to be able to get into the trenches, so to speak, and to show God's love through our hands and through our hearts. We want to share the kingdom with others and tell them that the kingdom is here.
**Matthew 10:5-8 (The Message) Jesus sent his twelve harvest hands out with this charge: "Don't begin by traveling to some far-off place to convert unbelievers. And don't try to be dramatic by tackling some public enemy. Go to the lost, confused people right here in the neighborhood. Tell them that the kingdom is here. Bring health to the sick. Raise the dead. Touch the untouchables. Kick out the demons. You have been treated generously, so live generously."
Let me share our financial game plan with you. We have purchased the camper. We are selling the house and all of our belongings. I must admit that the children are keeping a good bit of their toys. They are keeping their game systems and games. We are keeping our books and we are keeping things that we can still enjoy in the camper. We are keeping their bikes so that they can ride through the campgrounds. And I am keeping my favorite shoes! Okay, well that's not such a big deal since they are the sandals that I wear all of the time! But with keeping sandals, I am keeping nail polish! LOL So there are quite a few things in this world that we are still hanging on to. We do realize that the decision that we have made as a family will be a totally different life for all of us. But it is a life that we are all anxious to start living. We do not feel that now is the time to start blazing the trail and going out throughout the country. But we do feel that it is time that we start making preparations to do so. We intend to have all of our debt paid off. One of satan's biggest weapons that he has used against us has been our finances and our debt. We are going to eliminate the debt part. We also wish to have a substantial amount in our savings so that in no way do we have to burden others when we come to help out. We do know that there are campgrounds throughout the country that offer free rv site rent in exchange for helping out with some of the responsibilities of the park. This will help us with our goals. We can't ever be completely debt free as far as not having to pay to park the rv somewhere. But we can use our able bodies to be close to it.
Do we have every single detail planned out? No. Not in the least. However, we are still listening to what God is trying to tell us and we aren't going to do anything rash and rush off tomorrow without lining things up. With that being said, watch us wake up in the morning and a clear message be scripted in the skies saying "GO NOW". I promise if that happens, you will be some of the first to know!!
**Matthew 10: 9-10 (The Message) "Don't think you have to put on a fund-raising campaign before you start. You don't need a lot of equipment. YOU are the equipment, and all you need to keep that going is three meals a day. Travel light."
We have had people drop their jaws in amazement and confusion when we have shared with them that we plan to live in a 30ft camper. Yes, we know that isn't much room. Yes, we know that it is tight quarters. Yes, we know that campers can get old quick. But God gave us an absolutely beautiful playground on this earth. We have all spent way too much time indoors instead of being outside to enjoy His creation. I look forward to standing in awe as I gaze at the sunset going down over the treetops.
**Matthew 10:11 (The Message) "When you enter a town or a village, don't insist on staying in a luxury inn. Get a modest place with some modest people, and be content there until you leave."
I appreciate all of the comments that people make about our journey to come. I appreciate the concerns. However, what I don't appreciate is when someone would speak of it as though it is a ridiculous concept that we shouldn't even consider because of our children. Our children hold a very big place in our hearts and every decision we make is made with them in mind. What I want to tell you now may be a shocker to some: Our God comes before our children. Their well being is one of our utmost concerns, but it is not and will not ever be our FIRST concern. Our FIRST concern is obeying God and doing as He has commanded us all to do.
**Matthew 28:18-20 (The Message) Jesus, undeterred, went right ahead and gave his charge: "God authorized and commanded me to commission you: Go out and train everyone you meet, far and near, in this way of life, marking them by baptism in the threefold name: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Then instruct them in this practice of all I have commanded you. I'll be with you as you do this, day after day after day, right up to the end of the age."
I will finish up tonight with one last scripture. I want you to all take the time in the near future to read the book of Matthew. Jesus told so many things to His disciples and to the people that apply to each of us today. I encourage you to study what He has said and to get a little radical and decide to do something for Him.
**Matthew 10:38-39 (The Message) "If you don't go all the way with me, through thick and thin, you don't deserve me. If your first concern is to look after yourself, you'll never find yourself. But if you forget about yourself and look to me, you'll find both yourself and me."
Many blessings to you all!
Some people may be a little concerned with the path that we have chosen to travel. Although we have been in the process of making plans to set out on this journey, we know that God is the decision maker. He can veto any plan that we have at any time. With that knowledge, we are trusting in Him to continue to guide us so that we do make wise decisions. Our foremost desire is that He is glorified in all that we do.
I want to share our tentative plans with you. I'm doing so in order for others to be aware of what we are doing and to keep us in their prayers. I also welcome advice and suggestions. But one thing I do ask is that you don't question who will provide for us. We know that God will provide. We are also smart enough to know that He gave us strong bodies to work and to take the responsibility to care for ourselves. None of the decisions that we are making are being taken lightly. Great amounts of prayer and listening have been put into each decision and we are constantly seeking God's will for us.
Let me start by saying that we are not going on the road in an evangelistic manner, so to speak. We will not be carrying around instruments, singing, and standing in pulpits seeking donations from churches that we are visiting. I am not saying anything negative about that type of ministry AT ALL, but we do not feel that is the ministry God has for us at this time. I am sure that there are many people in the country are grateful to hear that, considering I can't carry a tune in a bucket! Ha! We are going out as servants so that we can be useful to churches, communities, families, and anyone else that God allows us to encounter. We are not seeking out sponsors so that we don't have to work and things like that. We are planning to do quite the contrary. We want to be able to give to people. We want to be able to get into the trenches, so to speak, and to show God's love through our hands and through our hearts. We want to share the kingdom with others and tell them that the kingdom is here.
**Matthew 10:5-8 (The Message) Jesus sent his twelve harvest hands out with this charge: "Don't begin by traveling to some far-off place to convert unbelievers. And don't try to be dramatic by tackling some public enemy. Go to the lost, confused people right here in the neighborhood. Tell them that the kingdom is here. Bring health to the sick. Raise the dead. Touch the untouchables. Kick out the demons. You have been treated generously, so live generously."
Let me share our financial game plan with you. We have purchased the camper. We are selling the house and all of our belongings. I must admit that the children are keeping a good bit of their toys. They are keeping their game systems and games. We are keeping our books and we are keeping things that we can still enjoy in the camper. We are keeping their bikes so that they can ride through the campgrounds. And I am keeping my favorite shoes! Okay, well that's not such a big deal since they are the sandals that I wear all of the time! But with keeping sandals, I am keeping nail polish! LOL So there are quite a few things in this world that we are still hanging on to. We do realize that the decision that we have made as a family will be a totally different life for all of us. But it is a life that we are all anxious to start living. We do not feel that now is the time to start blazing the trail and going out throughout the country. But we do feel that it is time that we start making preparations to do so. We intend to have all of our debt paid off. One of satan's biggest weapons that he has used against us has been our finances and our debt. We are going to eliminate the debt part. We also wish to have a substantial amount in our savings so that in no way do we have to burden others when we come to help out. We do know that there are campgrounds throughout the country that offer free rv site rent in exchange for helping out with some of the responsibilities of the park. This will help us with our goals. We can't ever be completely debt free as far as not having to pay to park the rv somewhere. But we can use our able bodies to be close to it.
Do we have every single detail planned out? No. Not in the least. However, we are still listening to what God is trying to tell us and we aren't going to do anything rash and rush off tomorrow without lining things up. With that being said, watch us wake up in the morning and a clear message be scripted in the skies saying "GO NOW". I promise if that happens, you will be some of the first to know!!
**Matthew 10: 9-10 (The Message) "Don't think you have to put on a fund-raising campaign before you start. You don't need a lot of equipment. YOU are the equipment, and all you need to keep that going is three meals a day. Travel light."
We have had people drop their jaws in amazement and confusion when we have shared with them that we plan to live in a 30ft camper. Yes, we know that isn't much room. Yes, we know that it is tight quarters. Yes, we know that campers can get old quick. But God gave us an absolutely beautiful playground on this earth. We have all spent way too much time indoors instead of being outside to enjoy His creation. I look forward to standing in awe as I gaze at the sunset going down over the treetops.
**Matthew 10:11 (The Message) "When you enter a town or a village, don't insist on staying in a luxury inn. Get a modest place with some modest people, and be content there until you leave."
I appreciate all of the comments that people make about our journey to come. I appreciate the concerns. However, what I don't appreciate is when someone would speak of it as though it is a ridiculous concept that we shouldn't even consider because of our children. Our children hold a very big place in our hearts and every decision we make is made with them in mind. What I want to tell you now may be a shocker to some: Our God comes before our children. Their well being is one of our utmost concerns, but it is not and will not ever be our FIRST concern. Our FIRST concern is obeying God and doing as He has commanded us all to do.
**Matthew 28:18-20 (The Message) Jesus, undeterred, went right ahead and gave his charge: "God authorized and commanded me to commission you: Go out and train everyone you meet, far and near, in this way of life, marking them by baptism in the threefold name: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Then instruct them in this practice of all I have commanded you. I'll be with you as you do this, day after day after day, right up to the end of the age."
I will finish up tonight with one last scripture. I want you to all take the time in the near future to read the book of Matthew. Jesus told so many things to His disciples and to the people that apply to each of us today. I encourage you to study what He has said and to get a little radical and decide to do something for Him.
**Matthew 10:38-39 (The Message) "If you don't go all the way with me, through thick and thin, you don't deserve me. If your first concern is to look after yourself, you'll never find yourself. But if you forget about yourself and look to me, you'll find both yourself and me."
Many blessings to you all!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
The Skies Are Clearing
I have seen so many prayers answered this week that if there ever was a doubt in my mind that there is a God, it would certainly be gone now!
I haven't posted on here for a while. Wow! It's been over 3 1/2 months! Where do I begin?! There has been so much that has happened that it would probably fill a book in itself!
Let me start off by saying that after a second surgery, I THINK everything is going to be alright. Keyword there being THINK. I am most definitely still praying that some of the situations that arose are going to heal better in time. God is the Master Healer and I know that He is hearing my prayers. It has been a long 3 1/2 months with the healing process and I am still not 100% there, but I have all of the faith in the world that I will be there soon.
The camper search ended today! WOO HOO!
I am SO thrilled about this! We bought one yesterday and one miracle led to another to where it is now going to be used for a friend of ours to live in. She had been in a situation and had been abused, leaving her and her son homeless. Not anymore!! They now have a roof over their heads that they can call their very own. That led to us getting a different one today; one that will suit our needs even better. God is so awesome! And the people who allow themselves to be used by God hold such a big place in my heart. That's what it is all about - helping each other out and treating people how we would want to be treated. I am so glad that God is in charge because I couldn't have planned all of this out if I would have tried! We go to actually pick up our camper this coming weekend. We are having to borrow a truck to do so because Robert's truck is not quite enough to do the job. So, it looks like a little more truck selling, swapping and whatever else it will take will be in the near future.
Now the fun begins! We get to start condensing everything and deciding what to keep in the camper, what to store, and what to sell. I really like the sell part. I am anxious to declutter and really get down to the necessities! I see a huge garage sale in my near future! The quicker that everything is sold, the quicker that the house can be gone as well. My dear friend Lori is a realtor and is ready to sell it now. I keep putting her off because I just can't imagine anyone coming into this house with all of the stuff that is in it. If I am selling it as a fixer upper, they need to be able to see what actually needs fixing up! Hopefully, before the next month is over, we will have it completely emptied and ready to go to someone else for their new path in life.
My friend Lori and I are working on another project that just popped up. We have formed ML Productions and are currently working on a huge Christian concert to be held in our downtown area in October. What started out as simply wanting to bring a group here for my son's birthday has turned into bringing LOTS of groups here for the entire community to enjoy and at the same time benefit both Haiti and SOMA (Greek for "body"), a new Christian club here at our local junior college (JCJC). I am so excited about this entire project. Rest assured, though, that I had NO idea how many details were involved in making something like this happen. Satan has come in on more than one occasion trying to stop this. That's how I know it needs to happen! Here is the video for the Grand Stage groups that are coming:
Exciting, isn't it? Woo Hoo!
We are calling the event "Rock the Block 2010". We have another SEVEN local groups set to perform. I know, with all of my heart, that God is going to be glorified in this event. I love seeing God move, and I can hardly wait!
I think I have bored you all to tears by now. I will definitely make more of an effort to keep posting. I was able to reunite with a dear friend of mine from the past and she has been after me to journal. Well, this is as close as I will come to that for now! I can type much quicker than I can write!
Wishing you all a wonderfully blessed evening. May you close your eyes tonight as you rest your head on your pillow and be able to feel God wrap you in His arms and hold you tight!
Many blessings to you all!
I haven't posted on here for a while. Wow! It's been over 3 1/2 months! Where do I begin?! There has been so much that has happened that it would probably fill a book in itself!
Let me start off by saying that after a second surgery, I THINK everything is going to be alright. Keyword there being THINK. I am most definitely still praying that some of the situations that arose are going to heal better in time. God is the Master Healer and I know that He is hearing my prayers. It has been a long 3 1/2 months with the healing process and I am still not 100% there, but I have all of the faith in the world that I will be there soon.
The camper search ended today! WOO HOO!
I am SO thrilled about this! We bought one yesterday and one miracle led to another to where it is now going to be used for a friend of ours to live in. She had been in a situation and had been abused, leaving her and her son homeless. Not anymore!! They now have a roof over their heads that they can call their very own. That led to us getting a different one today; one that will suit our needs even better. God is so awesome! And the people who allow themselves to be used by God hold such a big place in my heart. That's what it is all about - helping each other out and treating people how we would want to be treated. I am so glad that God is in charge because I couldn't have planned all of this out if I would have tried! We go to actually pick up our camper this coming weekend. We are having to borrow a truck to do so because Robert's truck is not quite enough to do the job. So, it looks like a little more truck selling, swapping and whatever else it will take will be in the near future.
Now the fun begins! We get to start condensing everything and deciding what to keep in the camper, what to store, and what to sell. I really like the sell part. I am anxious to declutter and really get down to the necessities! I see a huge garage sale in my near future! The quicker that everything is sold, the quicker that the house can be gone as well. My dear friend Lori is a realtor and is ready to sell it now. I keep putting her off because I just can't imagine anyone coming into this house with all of the stuff that is in it. If I am selling it as a fixer upper, they need to be able to see what actually needs fixing up! Hopefully, before the next month is over, we will have it completely emptied and ready to go to someone else for their new path in life.
My friend Lori and I are working on another project that just popped up. We have formed ML Productions and are currently working on a huge Christian concert to be held in our downtown area in October. What started out as simply wanting to bring a group here for my son's birthday has turned into bringing LOTS of groups here for the entire community to enjoy and at the same time benefit both Haiti and SOMA (Greek for "body"), a new Christian club here at our local junior college (JCJC). I am so excited about this entire project. Rest assured, though, that I had NO idea how many details were involved in making something like this happen. Satan has come in on more than one occasion trying to stop this. That's how I know it needs to happen! Here is the video for the Grand Stage groups that are coming:
Exciting, isn't it? Woo Hoo!
We are calling the event "Rock the Block 2010". We have another SEVEN local groups set to perform. I know, with all of my heart, that God is going to be glorified in this event. I love seeing God move, and I can hardly wait!
I think I have bored you all to tears by now. I will definitely make more of an effort to keep posting. I was able to reunite with a dear friend of mine from the past and she has been after me to journal. Well, this is as close as I will come to that for now! I can type much quicker than I can write!
Wishing you all a wonderfully blessed evening. May you close your eyes tonight as you rest your head on your pillow and be able to feel God wrap you in His arms and hold you tight!
Many blessings to you all!
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Weathering the Storms
I can't believe that it has been 9 days since I last posted. I usually have so much to say. Every time I thought about writing something, it just didn't seem like the right time. Now, it is the right time.
This past week has been quite a busy one, it seems. Today we had quite a few storms throughout the state. I must confess that I am not the least bit a fan of bad weather. I do okay with a little light rain. But when the weather channel starts talking about tornadoes and such, I can just feel my skin crawl.
When we talk about storms, we think of the ones that come hidden in dark clouds raring their ugly heads with bolts of lightning. But those are not the only storms. A dear friend of mine was whirled into a massive storm Tuesday. It started with a phone call. My friend was on her way to work in New Orleans when the phone rang. Her daughter had been in a head-on collision with an 18-wheeler dump truck. They couldn't tell her what condition her daughter was in. My friend immediately started to cry, scream, yell, and call out to God. Thankfully, my friend knows how to battle the storms. She's already had to do that just 16 months ago tomorrow when her 16 year old daughter was killed in a car wreck on Christmas day. She called out to our Lord. Within a few hours, thousands of people were praying for my friend, her family and her daughter. Her daughter suffered a broken arm and her neck was broken in two places. All of the praise be to our God, because she was able to go home yesterday. It looks as though her neck should heal itself and they are waiting to find out what needs to be done next week on her arm. Now tell me, after reading that, that God doesn't still perform miracles! Wow! He most certainly does!
I'm still doing a slow process of healing around here. I have to say that this surgery has made every attempt to get the best of me. I went back to the doctor Wednesday. The hysterectomy aspect is healing fine, but there are a few complications from the bladder surgery. The pain is getting worse at times, but I still know that God is watching over me and is going to completely heal me. I just need to learn a little better how to ask for help. I have always had the attitude of "If I have to ask someone to do what they can see needs to be done, then I would rather just do it myself." Not the right kind of attitude to have at all, especially when you are recovering from surgery. Every time I think I have this pride thing conquered, something else comes along! God is such an excellent teacher, isn't He?!
I have felt as though it has been Christmas around here the past few days. A friend sent me a stack of Karen Kingsbury books. I can't wait to read them. He also included 2 other books. One is a daily devotional called "Jesus Calling" and the other is a little book on evangelism called "Secret to an Open Door". I am already halfway through with that one and I can already see that I will be reading it over and over. It is definitely a treasure. It is on my top 10 books to recommend!
We are supposed to go look at an RV sometime this weekend, if possible. A friend of ours found it and everything sounds good about it. But it is definitely in God's hands and many prayers are being said before our eyes are even going to be laid on it. I am so excited about what God is doing in our lives. Every day is a new learning experience with Him.
The mid-part of the week brought another learning experience to me. I have a few friends on Facebook that it seems it is apparent that they are not fans of one another. Both are Christians, but it seemed as though one was just way too abrasive and harsh. The words that he spoke and typed were reeked with condemnation. I found myself getting angry with him for how he was acting. Then, all of a sudden, the mirror surfaced and I didn't care for what I saw at all. Slowly, I was being pulled into the same attitude towards him. Thankfully, God threw that mirror in front of my face and I was able to see clearly what was happening. I was able to talk at length with that friend later on and share with him one of the things that I feel is so important: Above all, put on love. Colossians 3 tells us the rules for holy living. Colossians 3:14 tells us "And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity." Another lesson that I learned this week through this quarrel was the fact that we are not supposed to quarrel. 2 Timothy 2 tells of a workman approved by God. Verse 24 tells us that "The Lord's servant must not quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful." I feel that he and I both learned a little this week. I sure hope so. It's all about God. And God is love. We have to deal with situations in a way that is pleasing to our Father. It's not about our anger or our hurt feelings. Every day there will come situations upon us that we do not agree with or support. But how we deal with those situations is the defining point. We must handle ourselves in a Christ-like manner. Once again, God is an excellent teacher.
Every day, there will be a storm. Trials are storms. Temptations are storms. Life on this earth is a storm. But through each and every one of those storms, we have a bright shining light just waiting to shine through. Our God is watching over us, waiting to throw out that rainbow telling us that all is well. Can you see it?
This past week has been quite a busy one, it seems. Today we had quite a few storms throughout the state. I must confess that I am not the least bit a fan of bad weather. I do okay with a little light rain. But when the weather channel starts talking about tornadoes and such, I can just feel my skin crawl.
When we talk about storms, we think of the ones that come hidden in dark clouds raring their ugly heads with bolts of lightning. But those are not the only storms. A dear friend of mine was whirled into a massive storm Tuesday. It started with a phone call. My friend was on her way to work in New Orleans when the phone rang. Her daughter had been in a head-on collision with an 18-wheeler dump truck. They couldn't tell her what condition her daughter was in. My friend immediately started to cry, scream, yell, and call out to God. Thankfully, my friend knows how to battle the storms. She's already had to do that just 16 months ago tomorrow when her 16 year old daughter was killed in a car wreck on Christmas day. She called out to our Lord. Within a few hours, thousands of people were praying for my friend, her family and her daughter. Her daughter suffered a broken arm and her neck was broken in two places. All of the praise be to our God, because she was able to go home yesterday. It looks as though her neck should heal itself and they are waiting to find out what needs to be done next week on her arm. Now tell me, after reading that, that God doesn't still perform miracles! Wow! He most certainly does!
I'm still doing a slow process of healing around here. I have to say that this surgery has made every attempt to get the best of me. I went back to the doctor Wednesday. The hysterectomy aspect is healing fine, but there are a few complications from the bladder surgery. The pain is getting worse at times, but I still know that God is watching over me and is going to completely heal me. I just need to learn a little better how to ask for help. I have always had the attitude of "If I have to ask someone to do what they can see needs to be done, then I would rather just do it myself." Not the right kind of attitude to have at all, especially when you are recovering from surgery. Every time I think I have this pride thing conquered, something else comes along! God is such an excellent teacher, isn't He?!
I have felt as though it has been Christmas around here the past few days. A friend sent me a stack of Karen Kingsbury books. I can't wait to read them. He also included 2 other books. One is a daily devotional called "Jesus Calling" and the other is a little book on evangelism called "Secret to an Open Door". I am already halfway through with that one and I can already see that I will be reading it over and over. It is definitely a treasure. It is on my top 10 books to recommend!
We are supposed to go look at an RV sometime this weekend, if possible. A friend of ours found it and everything sounds good about it. But it is definitely in God's hands and many prayers are being said before our eyes are even going to be laid on it. I am so excited about what God is doing in our lives. Every day is a new learning experience with Him.
The mid-part of the week brought another learning experience to me. I have a few friends on Facebook that it seems it is apparent that they are not fans of one another. Both are Christians, but it seemed as though one was just way too abrasive and harsh. The words that he spoke and typed were reeked with condemnation. I found myself getting angry with him for how he was acting. Then, all of a sudden, the mirror surfaced and I didn't care for what I saw at all. Slowly, I was being pulled into the same attitude towards him. Thankfully, God threw that mirror in front of my face and I was able to see clearly what was happening. I was able to talk at length with that friend later on and share with him one of the things that I feel is so important: Above all, put on love. Colossians 3 tells us the rules for holy living. Colossians 3:14 tells us "And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity." Another lesson that I learned this week through this quarrel was the fact that we are not supposed to quarrel. 2 Timothy 2 tells of a workman approved by God. Verse 24 tells us that "The Lord's servant must not quarrel; instead, he must be kind to everyone, able to teach, not resentful." I feel that he and I both learned a little this week. I sure hope so. It's all about God. And God is love. We have to deal with situations in a way that is pleasing to our Father. It's not about our anger or our hurt feelings. Every day there will come situations upon us that we do not agree with or support. But how we deal with those situations is the defining point. We must handle ourselves in a Christ-like manner. Once again, God is an excellent teacher.
Every day, there will be a storm. Trials are storms. Temptations are storms. Life on this earth is a storm. But through each and every one of those storms, we have a bright shining light just waiting to shine through. Our God is watching over us, waiting to throw out that rainbow telling us that all is well. Can you see it?
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Stopping to Smell the Roses
On any path that we are on, we have to take time to stop to smell the roses. Basically, God doesn't want us on a journey where we don't take the opportunity to slow down and appreciate the wonderful gifts that He has given us. And oh my! With spring here, His gifts are certainly in full bloom.
He has given us so many other roses, too. Not in the form of flowers, but in other things...your child dancing in the sunshine, the funny way your spouse looks at you in the morning when your hair is a mess, the phone call from a friend who just wanted to touch base with you to see how you were feeling today. Those are just a very few of His amazing gifts. Being able to realize those gifts can sometimes mean the difference between life and death.
Depression is the ultimate way to have His gifts concealed from us. I can speak of what depression is because I have battled it for over 12 years now. Even those who are absolutely in love with our Father can still suffer from depression. It is not something that we can avoid just because we want to. We have to learn to let God pull us out of it. If we can't do that, then we have to learn other ways to do so. Some take medicine. Some just force themselves to go on, perhaps finding something to occupy their minds in order to forget the negativity. I believe with all of my heart that depression is satan's way of destroying a fragile mind. He has done that with two of my cousins already. He has tried to do it with me. I'm determined that I won't let him do it, though. I wish that I could have given my cousins some of that determination.
Family is definitely one of God's gifts that we tend to really take for granted. I realized that more than ever today. I was surrounded by aunts, uncles, and cousins that I haven't seen in years. It was so wonderful to see them. I had really missed them. But we gathered at a funeral. I don't want the next time we all get together like that again to be at a funeral. We stopped having family reunions years ago, probably because we were all busy with our lives and didn't want to take the time out for family that we didn't see all of the time. Quite a few of us today remarked how it was sad that we were all gathered as we were and it had to take a funeral to get us all together. I pray that my dear cousin's death will at least bring the realization to my family that we need to gather together more often. I will definitely be planning a reunion this year. I hope that we are all able to attend. We need family. Our family needs us.
One gift that we receive every day is forgiveness. Yet, with receiving that gift, we fail to give it to others. We EXPECT God to forgive us for anything. And He pretty much does. Yet, we can't forgive someone for saying something ugly to us or for not behaving in a way that we expected them to do so. How dare we?! We get our feelings hurt all of the time and get mad about it. Our spouses may do something to break our trust and we never forgive them for it. But isn't it funny how with ALL of the bad things that we have done in the past, we expect God to forgive us, and yet we refuse to extend that courtesy to others. A couple we know who had managed to survive a troubled marriage said to us in our Love Dare class "We don't choose to forget, we choose not to remember." I like that. It is hard to forget things. But we can most definitely choose not to remember them. We choose whether or not we are going to dwell in the past or move forward into the future.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs." 1 Corinthians 13:4-5
Tonight, as you get ready to go to sleep, I pray that you are blessed with God's hand touching you and releasing you from the past. I pray that you are open and eager for His blessing.
I hope that you have had an incredibly blessed day. And I pray blessings over you so that you may slow down and stop to smell the roses.
He has given us so many other roses, too. Not in the form of flowers, but in other things...your child dancing in the sunshine, the funny way your spouse looks at you in the morning when your hair is a mess, the phone call from a friend who just wanted to touch base with you to see how you were feeling today. Those are just a very few of His amazing gifts. Being able to realize those gifts can sometimes mean the difference between life and death.
Depression is the ultimate way to have His gifts concealed from us. I can speak of what depression is because I have battled it for over 12 years now. Even those who are absolutely in love with our Father can still suffer from depression. It is not something that we can avoid just because we want to. We have to learn to let God pull us out of it. If we can't do that, then we have to learn other ways to do so. Some take medicine. Some just force themselves to go on, perhaps finding something to occupy their minds in order to forget the negativity. I believe with all of my heart that depression is satan's way of destroying a fragile mind. He has done that with two of my cousins already. He has tried to do it with me. I'm determined that I won't let him do it, though. I wish that I could have given my cousins some of that determination.
Family is definitely one of God's gifts that we tend to really take for granted. I realized that more than ever today. I was surrounded by aunts, uncles, and cousins that I haven't seen in years. It was so wonderful to see them. I had really missed them. But we gathered at a funeral. I don't want the next time we all get together like that again to be at a funeral. We stopped having family reunions years ago, probably because we were all busy with our lives and didn't want to take the time out for family that we didn't see all of the time. Quite a few of us today remarked how it was sad that we were all gathered as we were and it had to take a funeral to get us all together. I pray that my dear cousin's death will at least bring the realization to my family that we need to gather together more often. I will definitely be planning a reunion this year. I hope that we are all able to attend. We need family. Our family needs us.
One gift that we receive every day is forgiveness. Yet, with receiving that gift, we fail to give it to others. We EXPECT God to forgive us for anything. And He pretty much does. Yet, we can't forgive someone for saying something ugly to us or for not behaving in a way that we expected them to do so. How dare we?! We get our feelings hurt all of the time and get mad about it. Our spouses may do something to break our trust and we never forgive them for it. But isn't it funny how with ALL of the bad things that we have done in the past, we expect God to forgive us, and yet we refuse to extend that courtesy to others. A couple we know who had managed to survive a troubled marriage said to us in our Love Dare class "We don't choose to forget, we choose not to remember." I like that. It is hard to forget things. But we can most definitely choose not to remember them. We choose whether or not we are going to dwell in the past or move forward into the future.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs." 1 Corinthians 13:4-5
Tonight, as you get ready to go to sleep, I pray that you are blessed with God's hand touching you and releasing you from the past. I pray that you are open and eager for His blessing.
I hope that you have had an incredibly blessed day. And I pray blessings over you so that you may slow down and stop to smell the roses.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Window Shopping
I got out of the house today and went RV window shopping with our dear friend, Mr. Phil. I'm not planning on buying because I have no means to do so at this time. However, I feel that I need to be prepared in what we are about to face. And I am a firm believer of praying specific prayers. One of the first things that I learned is to make sure to pray for a bathroom that has a toilet on the OUTSIDE of the tub! I just don't think I am comfortable at all with a toilet being on the inside of my tub. So that is specific prayer #1.
The little place we went had around 10 or so campers set up. They ranged in price from $6,500 (A FEMA handicapped trailer) up to $35,000 (Camper of my dreams that I am not even going to bother asking for! YIKES). There was a really nice one that came in at $9,000. The master bedroom was separate and it had a separate bedroom for the boys. I like that. I want the boys to have their own space, if possible. I believe that will help them in the transition. You may ask what was wrong with the FEMA trailer. Well, it had only one bed in it. Specific prayer #2 is two bedrooms. I like my children, but I don't want us all in the same bed. And it also did not have holding tanks. This means that we would always have to park in a travel park. This may not always be an option and we need to be prepared for it. So that is specific prayer #3.
I'm not so much picky about anything else. The rest will fall into place. I do know that there are many other options out there price wise, and that is an encouragement. It just takes looking around, talking about it, asking if anyone knows anyone selling one, and doing research. That is all part of the planning aspect. I do know that we need to have the RV lined up before we sell the house. I just feel more comfortable knowing that a place to go is secured. That is specific prayer #4. God is good and I know that in our obedience, He is going to provide what we need, not necessarily what we want, but always what we need. One of my favorite passages is Luke 12:6-7 "Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." He WILL provide and look after us.
I shared our journey with our Pastor's wife tonight. I think she was as excited as we are. She is such a precious woman. I think a lot of her and it means a lot to me to have her excited about what we are doing. I shared with a few more people that sort of looked at me like we were nuts! That's funny. It does sound sort of nuts to want to sell everything you own and pack up into an RV with two boys and travel the country depending solely on sponsors, churches, and God. That's what faith is, though. We have known for over a year that we would eventually be doing this. Now, God is telling us it is time. We trust Him and choose to be obedient to Him. Just think of all of the people in the Bible who were considered nuts! I'm very thankful that Noah chose to listen to God instead of the people. Aren't you?
It's about time to wind up another beautiful day. I hope that your day has been incredible. If not, I pray blessings over you for an absolutely amazing day tomorrow. Seize the day for what it is - a gift from God. Make tomorrow your day to share God's love. Someone you will encounter will desperately need it.
Many blessings!
The little place we went had around 10 or so campers set up. They ranged in price from $6,500 (A FEMA handicapped trailer) up to $35,000 (Camper of my dreams that I am not even going to bother asking for! YIKES). There was a really nice one that came in at $9,000. The master bedroom was separate and it had a separate bedroom for the boys. I like that. I want the boys to have their own space, if possible. I believe that will help them in the transition. You may ask what was wrong with the FEMA trailer. Well, it had only one bed in it. Specific prayer #2 is two bedrooms. I like my children, but I don't want us all in the same bed. And it also did not have holding tanks. This means that we would always have to park in a travel park. This may not always be an option and we need to be prepared for it. So that is specific prayer #3.
I'm not so much picky about anything else. The rest will fall into place. I do know that there are many other options out there price wise, and that is an encouragement. It just takes looking around, talking about it, asking if anyone knows anyone selling one, and doing research. That is all part of the planning aspect. I do know that we need to have the RV lined up before we sell the house. I just feel more comfortable knowing that a place to go is secured. That is specific prayer #4. God is good and I know that in our obedience, He is going to provide what we need, not necessarily what we want, but always what we need. One of my favorite passages is Luke 12:6-7 "Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." He WILL provide and look after us.
I shared our journey with our Pastor's wife tonight. I think she was as excited as we are. She is such a precious woman. I think a lot of her and it means a lot to me to have her excited about what we are doing. I shared with a few more people that sort of looked at me like we were nuts! That's funny. It does sound sort of nuts to want to sell everything you own and pack up into an RV with two boys and travel the country depending solely on sponsors, churches, and God. That's what faith is, though. We have known for over a year that we would eventually be doing this. Now, God is telling us it is time. We trust Him and choose to be obedient to Him. Just think of all of the people in the Bible who were considered nuts! I'm very thankful that Noah chose to listen to God instead of the people. Aren't you?
It's about time to wind up another beautiful day. I hope that your day has been incredible. If not, I pray blessings over you for an absolutely amazing day tomorrow. Seize the day for what it is - a gift from God. Make tomorrow your day to share God's love. Someone you will encounter will desperately need it.
Many blessings!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
The Donkeys Lead the Way
We brought our first donkey, Bobo, out to the farm here almost 4 years ago. Ginny and Lulu followed shortly afterward. And to pull up the lead, Blackjack was born June 2008. We have really enjoyed having them here. Even with having to fix the fence in the middle of the night, walk them home from way up the road, and daily throwing hay to make sure they are nourished, they have been enjoyed. But I can't see trying to leave on a missions journey on the back of four donkeys. Not really the way that I would like to travel. I misted up as they left, but I knew it was God letting the donkeys lead the way. His path is opening up and it is just another part of the process of getting there. They will hold a special place in our heart.
It has been a long week here, already. My daddy's 82nd birthday was Sunday. Wow! I hope that I have just half of his energy when I am his age. He still works full-time cutting hair, on his feet all day. He is a good man. I am proud to call him my daddy.
What started as a good week with my daddy's birthday, quickly went a little darker. I got the phone call late Sunday evening to pray for one of my cousins. She passed away later that night. It was suicide. My family had lost another cousin to suicide, just a few days before my daughter died. What a sad way to go. It really breaks my heart. I know now that when you are at that darkest place, satan attacks you full force. He knows the weakness of our minds and dwells in there if we allow it. Depression is something that haunts my family and that can be a scary thing. Without a faith in God and the strength to rely on Him and allow Him to pull you out of the depression, there doesn't seem any hope at all. I hate seeing the heartbreak that it leads behind. It makes me even more passionate about finding the ones that are hurting and leading them to this awesome fellowship with Christ.
I know that God is steadily lining things up and teaching me. I received an email today from someone who is contemplating suicide. She feels as though that may be her only option. She has sought out my trust and prayers. I am thankful for that. I pray that God will use me and give me the words that He wants me to say to her. I know what depression is like and I want to help her learn how to pull herself out of it. But first, she has to learn to reach out to God.
There is death. A beautiful little girl in the community was killed this week in a tragic accident. I'm not sure that her parents are believers at all. I know how hard it is to survive losing a child, knowing that God has a plan. I can't imagine losing a child without that knowledge. A friend from church gave my number to her brother-in-law and told him to make sure that she calls me. I pray that God gives me the right words at that time, too.
There is life. A precious little boy was delivered Sunday out in California. He has spina bifida and underwent corrective surgery today. Things are looking good. His family has a strong belief in God as our Master Healer. I am so glad to know that this is the walk that they are on. Having God at our side certainly makes the journey easier.
My passion is increased by seeing the people who are suffering without God in their lives. I pray that I am able to show God's love and speak the words He wants spoken in order to lead them to Him. Gaining His eyes makes your heart even more passionate to the mission.
I hope that you have had an amazing day. I have. Every day is amazing to me because I am blessed with another opportunity to do my Father's work. And my, what work He has in store for me! It's going to be a busy few months, I imagine.
Have a blessed night tonight. As you lie down on the pillow, close your eyes, and feel God wrap His arms around you. If you are quite enough, I'll bet you can hear Him sing you to sleep!
Be Blessed!
It has been a long week here, already. My daddy's 82nd birthday was Sunday. Wow! I hope that I have just half of his energy when I am his age. He still works full-time cutting hair, on his feet all day. He is a good man. I am proud to call him my daddy.
What started as a good week with my daddy's birthday, quickly went a little darker. I got the phone call late Sunday evening to pray for one of my cousins. She passed away later that night. It was suicide. My family had lost another cousin to suicide, just a few days before my daughter died. What a sad way to go. It really breaks my heart. I know now that when you are at that darkest place, satan attacks you full force. He knows the weakness of our minds and dwells in there if we allow it. Depression is something that haunts my family and that can be a scary thing. Without a faith in God and the strength to rely on Him and allow Him to pull you out of the depression, there doesn't seem any hope at all. I hate seeing the heartbreak that it leads behind. It makes me even more passionate about finding the ones that are hurting and leading them to this awesome fellowship with Christ.
I know that God is steadily lining things up and teaching me. I received an email today from someone who is contemplating suicide. She feels as though that may be her only option. She has sought out my trust and prayers. I am thankful for that. I pray that God will use me and give me the words that He wants me to say to her. I know what depression is like and I want to help her learn how to pull herself out of it. But first, she has to learn to reach out to God.
There is death. A beautiful little girl in the community was killed this week in a tragic accident. I'm not sure that her parents are believers at all. I know how hard it is to survive losing a child, knowing that God has a plan. I can't imagine losing a child without that knowledge. A friend from church gave my number to her brother-in-law and told him to make sure that she calls me. I pray that God gives me the right words at that time, too.
There is life. A precious little boy was delivered Sunday out in California. He has spina bifida and underwent corrective surgery today. Things are looking good. His family has a strong belief in God as our Master Healer. I am so glad to know that this is the walk that they are on. Having God at our side certainly makes the journey easier.
My passion is increased by seeing the people who are suffering without God in their lives. I pray that I am able to show God's love and speak the words He wants spoken in order to lead them to Him. Gaining His eyes makes your heart even more passionate to the mission.
I hope that you have had an amazing day. I have. Every day is amazing to me because I am blessed with another opportunity to do my Father's work. And my, what work He has in store for me! It's going to be a busy few months, I imagine.
Have a blessed night tonight. As you lie down on the pillow, close your eyes, and feel God wrap His arms around you. If you are quite enough, I'll bet you can hear Him sing you to sleep!
Be Blessed!
Monday, April 12, 2010
The Wheels Are Turning
I just have one word. Wow! I am sure that is a word that you will all see me using quite frequently in the near future! When God starts working it just always Wow's me! I love to see Him in action.
Robert got up from his sleep today (he works at night and sleeps during the day) he came in to the computer and started immediately looking at rvs for sale. This was a big jump. We have been talking about this path for quite a while. I have always felt that Robert was a wee bit more indecisive of the journey than I was. I am thinking that God whispered in his ear while he slept. Having him come in here and search for rvs was a major step. And he was excited about it! Keep in mind that we have no money whatsoever to purchase an rv with, but God expects us to do the legwork and see what is out there. Did you know that you can buy a really nice pull behind for around $5000 if you look hard enough? So we know that they are out there. And we know that in God's time, He will provide the way.
The second Wow! came tonight when Robert called from the road. He had spoken to a friend of ours about the path that we are traveling. The friend realized immediately that in order for us to do that, we would have to home-school the boys. His friend said that they had all of the curriculum from start through 8th grade PLUS offered to pay half of whatever tuition fees that we came across. That is a big WOW! Before, my husband would have declined this offer. But today, he grew. I am so proud of him. He is realizing more and more every day to accept the gifts that people are offering. His friend knows that Robert has always had a hard time with this and immediately told him not to say no. But the wonderful part is that Robert chimed in and said that he wasn't going to. He told his friend that he realizes that we will be living solely on faith and that God will send friends and strangers that want to help. How awesome is that? God is growing us both so much. I am so blessed.
It has just been a day of confirmation for us. We know now, more than ever, that this is the path that God wants us to travel and we are so excited about it. We realize that it is going to be a very hard path. Living on faith and relying on others is not an easy thing to do. But trusting in God and believing that He is going to guide us and provide for us makes the path a little easier. I am excited about traveling where He sees fit and sharing His love with others. I am excited about getting our hands dirty if need be. Our God is amazing and I can't wait to be able to share Him more and more every day!
I hope that you have all had an amazing day today. All days are amazing. You just have to slow down enough to find the things that God wants you to see. Even a blade of grass is amazing if you look at it through the right lenses. I pray blessings of a wonderful sleep all over you. Just close your eyes and let God wrap His arms around you. That is such an incredible feeling. Have a blessed night!
Robert got up from his sleep today (he works at night and sleeps during the day) he came in to the computer and started immediately looking at rvs for sale. This was a big jump. We have been talking about this path for quite a while. I have always felt that Robert was a wee bit more indecisive of the journey than I was. I am thinking that God whispered in his ear while he slept. Having him come in here and search for rvs was a major step. And he was excited about it! Keep in mind that we have no money whatsoever to purchase an rv with, but God expects us to do the legwork and see what is out there. Did you know that you can buy a really nice pull behind for around $5000 if you look hard enough? So we know that they are out there. And we know that in God's time, He will provide the way.
The second Wow! came tonight when Robert called from the road. He had spoken to a friend of ours about the path that we are traveling. The friend realized immediately that in order for us to do that, we would have to home-school the boys. His friend said that they had all of the curriculum from start through 8th grade PLUS offered to pay half of whatever tuition fees that we came across. That is a big WOW! Before, my husband would have declined this offer. But today, he grew. I am so proud of him. He is realizing more and more every day to accept the gifts that people are offering. His friend knows that Robert has always had a hard time with this and immediately told him not to say no. But the wonderful part is that Robert chimed in and said that he wasn't going to. He told his friend that he realizes that we will be living solely on faith and that God will send friends and strangers that want to help. How awesome is that? God is growing us both so much. I am so blessed.
It has just been a day of confirmation for us. We know now, more than ever, that this is the path that God wants us to travel and we are so excited about it. We realize that it is going to be a very hard path. Living on faith and relying on others is not an easy thing to do. But trusting in God and believing that He is going to guide us and provide for us makes the path a little easier. I am excited about traveling where He sees fit and sharing His love with others. I am excited about getting our hands dirty if need be. Our God is amazing and I can't wait to be able to share Him more and more every day!
I hope that you have all had an amazing day today. All days are amazing. You just have to slow down enough to find the things that God wants you to see. Even a blade of grass is amazing if you look at it through the right lenses. I pray blessings of a wonderful sleep all over you. Just close your eyes and let God wrap His arms around you. That is such an incredible feeling. Have a blessed night!
Clearing the Trail
I love when you voice a need for prayers when contemplating a particular endeavor, God just starts clearing the trail. I have mentioned before that a desire Robert and I have is to be able to go onto the missions field. Right now, we are focused on what we can do in-country and to be able to learn as we go. I think it is safe to say that we will be learning until the days that we go home to our Father.
When preparing for such a journey, there are so many things to take into consideration. You just don't pack a suitcase and head out the door for a month on end. Well, I guess some do, but we aren't in a position to do so. We have debt just like the majority of America. So one step in our process is eliminating our debt. It has been our desire for quite some time to sell the house and our belongings and to purchase a travel trailer and go throughout the country wherever our Lord leads us. It's one thing asking for sponsors to contribute to your gas and your groceries. It's another when you are asking for sponsors to pay your house note, your financed obligations, your utilities, etc. I realize that many missionaries do just that and I am in full support of that. However, we don't feel that is the path God is leading us down. Right now we are still in the listening phase and are patiently waiting for God to tell us what He is ready for us to do.
We have someone who is perhaps interested in purchasing our house. Wow! Like I said, when God gets ready, He starts slinging the machete and clears the way. We don't have a massive amount of debt other than our house. Because we have only been in the house for 4 years and it was not the wisest decision in home-buying to begin with, we will be fortunate to break even with the sale. We also have to arrange to purchase a pull behind trailer along with a used vehicle to pull it with. So there is still SO very much to do if God continues to lead us this way. Robert and I were talking about the journey this morning before he laid down. God could lead us to sell everything and do something as simple as lead us to stay at Big 10 for the next year just to test our obedience! Who knows what He has in mind!? But it is still very exciting to see Him lining things up.
I can imagine the thoughts that will run through so many people's minds with the trail that we are on. I am sure that there will be quite a few border bullies (taken from The Dream Giver) who will lovingly try to convince us that this is not the right thing for us to do. We know that those people do so out of love and concern. But Robert and I are dedicated to doing what is asked of us and expected of us, not by others, but by God. So the journey is still on, bullies or not.
Continue to keep us in your prayers. We have so much leg work to do. We have so many decisions to make that will definitely be life changing - not just for us, but our children, as well. But we can only pray that we make the decisions that will do the most important changing - the building of His Kingdom.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-2 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot..."
We pray for God to give us wisdom in knowing the right time....
Have an incredibly blessed day today! It is certainly a beautiful one!
When preparing for such a journey, there are so many things to take into consideration. You just don't pack a suitcase and head out the door for a month on end. Well, I guess some do, but we aren't in a position to do so. We have debt just like the majority of America. So one step in our process is eliminating our debt. It has been our desire for quite some time to sell the house and our belongings and to purchase a travel trailer and go throughout the country wherever our Lord leads us. It's one thing asking for sponsors to contribute to your gas and your groceries. It's another when you are asking for sponsors to pay your house note, your financed obligations, your utilities, etc. I realize that many missionaries do just that and I am in full support of that. However, we don't feel that is the path God is leading us down. Right now we are still in the listening phase and are patiently waiting for God to tell us what He is ready for us to do.
We have someone who is perhaps interested in purchasing our house. Wow! Like I said, when God gets ready, He starts slinging the machete and clears the way. We don't have a massive amount of debt other than our house. Because we have only been in the house for 4 years and it was not the wisest decision in home-buying to begin with, we will be fortunate to break even with the sale. We also have to arrange to purchase a pull behind trailer along with a used vehicle to pull it with. So there is still SO very much to do if God continues to lead us this way. Robert and I were talking about the journey this morning before he laid down. God could lead us to sell everything and do something as simple as lead us to stay at Big 10 for the next year just to test our obedience! Who knows what He has in mind!? But it is still very exciting to see Him lining things up.
I can imagine the thoughts that will run through so many people's minds with the trail that we are on. I am sure that there will be quite a few border bullies (taken from The Dream Giver) who will lovingly try to convince us that this is not the right thing for us to do. We know that those people do so out of love and concern. But Robert and I are dedicated to doing what is asked of us and expected of us, not by others, but by God. So the journey is still on, bullies or not.
Continue to keep us in your prayers. We have so much leg work to do. We have so many decisions to make that will definitely be life changing - not just for us, but our children, as well. But we can only pray that we make the decisions that will do the most important changing - the building of His Kingdom.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-2 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot..."
We pray for God to give us wisdom in knowing the right time....
Have an incredibly blessed day today! It is certainly a beautiful one!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
A New Growth
We had a wonderful service this morning at church. We are so blessed to have a teacher who really enjoys what he is doing. He's funny. He's spirited. And he listens to God whisper into his ear. We are truly a blessed church.
We were able to see the visual presentation of our new facility. I am very excited about it. However, when I saw the new auditorium, my heart fluttered a bit. It seems like God is bound and determined to get me out of that comfort zone and into the world of the unfamiliar. I am not a huge fan of big crowds. It's one thing when we have three to four hundred in a service. That is a huge crowd to me. With our new auditorium we will have the ability to seat over 1500 people. WOW! Double WOW! So, this is just another challenge that I will be overcoming. But you know something? It's going to be quite easy because I know that it is part of God's wonderful plan to bring us all together and to grow our church even more. I figure that I might as well accept and get used to the crowds now. When God decides to move us into the missions field, He might just plop us right smack dab into the middle of a 2000 person crowd. YIKES! But once again, knowing it is part of God's plan makes things a whole lot easier. I wish that I could show you the video. Perhaps one day I can. It was pretty amazing. Better yet, hopefully I can show you actual pictures from our brand new worship center in the very near future.
Praying for this growth is a key element. Some people might be concerned that the bigger we get, the quicker it is to lose the connection with the existing members and the new members to come. We have a brilliant staff, though. I know that they have already taken all of that into consideration and are already in the midst of preparing for what God has in store for us. No one wants to get lost in a crowd. We need to pray to continue that personal aspect, no matter what our size.
I'm all about outreach. I'm excited to see what we will be able to do with a larger campus and more disciples coming in. If just one person can make a difference in ten people's lives, imagine what 1500 can do! Outreach doesn't just start at a church, though. It starts within ourselves. What are you determined to do to further the Kingdom? It isn't just talking about it. Find others who are passionate and get started. See what a difference we can make.
It's a beautiful day outside today. There is new growth all outside, too. I think I will take a stroll and enjoy a little of it!
Be blessed!
We were able to see the visual presentation of our new facility. I am very excited about it. However, when I saw the new auditorium, my heart fluttered a bit. It seems like God is bound and determined to get me out of that comfort zone and into the world of the unfamiliar. I am not a huge fan of big crowds. It's one thing when we have three to four hundred in a service. That is a huge crowd to me. With our new auditorium we will have the ability to seat over 1500 people. WOW! Double WOW! So, this is just another challenge that I will be overcoming. But you know something? It's going to be quite easy because I know that it is part of God's wonderful plan to bring us all together and to grow our church even more. I figure that I might as well accept and get used to the crowds now. When God decides to move us into the missions field, He might just plop us right smack dab into the middle of a 2000 person crowd. YIKES! But once again, knowing it is part of God's plan makes things a whole lot easier. I wish that I could show you the video. Perhaps one day I can. It was pretty amazing. Better yet, hopefully I can show you actual pictures from our brand new worship center in the very near future.
Praying for this growth is a key element. Some people might be concerned that the bigger we get, the quicker it is to lose the connection with the existing members and the new members to come. We have a brilliant staff, though. I know that they have already taken all of that into consideration and are already in the midst of preparing for what God has in store for us. No one wants to get lost in a crowd. We need to pray to continue that personal aspect, no matter what our size.
I'm all about outreach. I'm excited to see what we will be able to do with a larger campus and more disciples coming in. If just one person can make a difference in ten people's lives, imagine what 1500 can do! Outreach doesn't just start at a church, though. It starts within ourselves. What are you determined to do to further the Kingdom? It isn't just talking about it. Find others who are passionate and get started. See what a difference we can make.
It's a beautiful day outside today. There is new growth all outside, too. I think I will take a stroll and enjoy a little of it!
Be blessed!
My Father's House
I love Sundays! When you are walking with God, Sundays just seem a little more special. It's a chance to go to HIS house. He's at mine all week long. But today, I get to go to His. I am able to see all of my brothers and sisters and I am able to see all of the company that is coming to visit. I can't wait to have them as part of our family, too.
Satan has a way of knowing when you are excited about going to church. I remember the very first Sunday that we had decided to go to Life Church. That morning we woke up and Robert announced that we were going to try this new church. I had already been a couple of times, but hadn't continued because he didn't want to go. When he said that we were going, I was thrilled! Then...satan struck. Our water pipes had frozen. YIKES! No stopping us! We went over to my mom and dad's house to get ready for church. Jason Crabb was visiting our church that morning. We didn't know that before we arrived, but boy! We were certainly glad to have gone. We quickly made that our church home. Fact is, satan doesn't want us to go to church. He doesn't want us to grow in God. He certainly doesn't want us walking with Him. So when Sunday morning rolls around and one thing after another happens, realize that it is all satan and stay determined to go to your Father's house! You will be blessed.
We used to think that we didn't need a church. We loved God, read our Bible and taught our kids about God. We thought that was enough. We had no idea how much we were missing until we went. If you don't have a church home for whatever reason, please just get out there and give it a shot. You might finally find one that you are as blessed with as we are!
Have an awesome day today! Today is YOUR day! Want to know why? Because God made it for you!
Satan has a way of knowing when you are excited about going to church. I remember the very first Sunday that we had decided to go to Life Church. That morning we woke up and Robert announced that we were going to try this new church. I had already been a couple of times, but hadn't continued because he didn't want to go. When he said that we were going, I was thrilled! Then...satan struck. Our water pipes had frozen. YIKES! No stopping us! We went over to my mom and dad's house to get ready for church. Jason Crabb was visiting our church that morning. We didn't know that before we arrived, but boy! We were certainly glad to have gone. We quickly made that our church home. Fact is, satan doesn't want us to go to church. He doesn't want us to grow in God. He certainly doesn't want us walking with Him. So when Sunday morning rolls around and one thing after another happens, realize that it is all satan and stay determined to go to your Father's house! You will be blessed.
We used to think that we didn't need a church. We loved God, read our Bible and taught our kids about God. We thought that was enough. We had no idea how much we were missing until we went. If you don't have a church home for whatever reason, please just get out there and give it a shot. You might finally find one that you are as blessed with as we are!
Have an awesome day today! Today is YOUR day! Want to know why? Because God made it for you!
Saturday, April 10, 2010
A Beautiful Day
Today has been such a beautiful day. It was filled with sunshine, fresh air, friends, burgers on the grill and family. I walked around the yard and enjoyed seeing all of the fresh new growth. It is truly a gift from God when we have beautiful days like this.
When you change your frame of mind, you can find beauty in even the darkest of days. The cloudy days used to really depress me. If the sun wasn't shining, then I knew that my mood would be of despair. However, I have changed that frame of mind. I have come to look at each and every day as a beautiful day. After all, even the sun needs a chance to rest once in a while. And when you have Jesus in your heart, the Son will shine throughout the darkest of days. How wonderful a day that will make!
One of my favorite verses is Psalm 118:24. It reads: "This is the day that the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it". Before I was old enough to know scripture, I would hear my grandmother at her organ in the living room singing that hymn to the top of her lungs. How I love that song!
Every day is a beautiful day. You know why? Because it is a gift from God!
Have a truly blessed day!
When you change your frame of mind, you can find beauty in even the darkest of days. The cloudy days used to really depress me. If the sun wasn't shining, then I knew that my mood would be of despair. However, I have changed that frame of mind. I have come to look at each and every day as a beautiful day. After all, even the sun needs a chance to rest once in a while. And when you have Jesus in your heart, the Son will shine throughout the darkest of days. How wonderful a day that will make!
One of my favorite verses is Psalm 118:24. It reads: "This is the day that the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it". Before I was old enough to know scripture, I would hear my grandmother at her organ in the living room singing that hymn to the top of her lungs. How I love that song!
Every day is a beautiful day. You know why? Because it is a gift from God!
Have a truly blessed day!
Listening to God's Voice
God has been talking to me for years, since the day I was born. Fact is that He talks to you, too. We all just have to slow down, be quiet, and listen to what He has to say. I finally did that last year. And let me be the first to tell you: He has A LOT to say!
My daughter Jesse died Christmas Day 1997 from viral pneumonia. It was a type of strain that within 12 hours from the first symptom they were gone. The first symptom was a runny nose. Our oldest daughter, Jordan, had been sick with a cold the entire week. Naturally, we assumed that Jesse had caught the same cold. We were so very wrong. God knew what He was doing, though. There was no stopping this once it started. All of our efforts to save her would have been in vain. Instead, we woke up the next morning to get the girls for Santa. Jesse was already gone home. That's one Christmas that will never be forgotten. It's also the Christmas that changed my life.
When Jesse died, I found my comfort in God. My husband didn't. Within a few months, he left and it was just Jordan and me. Once again, I thought my life was hitting rock bottom. Then God surprised me with Robert. We were married in October and started a new chapter in our lives.
Robert is a God loving man and we were able to bring God into our lives and our marriage. When I tell you that made all of the difference in the world, I mean it. We tried a few churches here and there, but could never find one that we both felt comfortable with. After almost 9 years of looking, a series of circumstances led us to Life Church in Laurel, Mississippi. Wow! We immediately knew that we had found our home.
For years I knew God was there. Finally, I figured out how to walk with Him. Big difference. We started serving in various ministries in the church. We took the attitude of when the doors were open we would be there. Robert and I both started delving into the Bible and any study that we could find to go with it. As I look around my computer den now, I giggle at the many materials that we have. There are at least 8 different Bibles opened at any given time. Many times I had tried to read the Bible in the past and didn't get past Genesis. But now, my eyes are opened and I am enjoying learning more and more every day.
I found Facebook almost a year ago. It was during a very dark period in my life. Robert and I had just taken over a program at our church, Celebrate Recovery. We were on FIRE! We were so passionate in this incredible disciple building program and couldn't get enough of it. All of a sudden, I was under attack. I went into a horrible depression and couldn't figure anything out. Thankfully, I was able to meet with a few ladies from our church and they helped me realize that satan was attaching me head on. Within no time, my spirits were lifted and I was determined to be a more powerful warrior for Christ.
Since losing Jesse, I always felt that I had a story to tell. Many times I would sit at the computer or I would grab a pencil and paper. I would manage to get one sentence and then it would stop. Nothing. I couldn't figure out where to go with what was in my head. Then it happened. God spoke and I typed. Dragonfly Kisses was born. I posted the story on Facebook for my friends to read. After that, the stories started flying. God would first give me a title. I would ponder on it for as long as He would allow. Then He would have me just sit down in front of the computer and my hands would find the keyboard. The movie started right before my eyes and I typed as quickly as I could to keep up with it. Before I knew it, over 20 stories were written. Dragonfly Kisses and other inspirational stories was published in December 2009. God has grabbed me out of my comfort zone and thrust me into a world of marketing. I am being told continuously to publicize the book, and for me that is difficult. I tend to get very nervous talking to people. Selling is not my forte. But this is God's project and He sees me in a different light. The first step to walking with God is to learn obedience. And trust me when I say that it is usually something that you wouldn't choose to do on your own!
The book sales are going well. I have quite a few places to take it to that I still haven't visited. But those will come within the next few weeks. The book is now available on Amazon, which I am still in awe of. God does amazing things, even when there is nothing in your checkbook to start with.
I'm working on my next book now, He Moves the Pebbles. I am very excited about this one. I know that God is an amazing God and He wants to show more and more people that He is still in the business of miracles. And let me tell you, He is! Hopefully, Pebbles will be published within the next month or so.
God is now putting something else onto our hearts. We have felt the calling to do this work for over two years. Now it is getting stronger. Robert and I both have a passion for going to others and telling about our Savior. We both long to be in the missions field. With that calling comes great responsibility, great planning, and great faith. We still have a lot of planning to do. So that is the path that we are hoping to travel in the near future. But for now, we are being still and listening to what He has to say.
Every day is an adventure. Every day we make a decision: to have a good day or not. We make the choice every day to either walk in His path or linger on the side of the road. I'm through with lingering. I'm ready to walk. I'm ready to run! Come join us in our journey.
Many blessings!
My daughter Jesse died Christmas Day 1997 from viral pneumonia. It was a type of strain that within 12 hours from the first symptom they were gone. The first symptom was a runny nose. Our oldest daughter, Jordan, had been sick with a cold the entire week. Naturally, we assumed that Jesse had caught the same cold. We were so very wrong. God knew what He was doing, though. There was no stopping this once it started. All of our efforts to save her would have been in vain. Instead, we woke up the next morning to get the girls for Santa. Jesse was already gone home. That's one Christmas that will never be forgotten. It's also the Christmas that changed my life.
When Jesse died, I found my comfort in God. My husband didn't. Within a few months, he left and it was just Jordan and me. Once again, I thought my life was hitting rock bottom. Then God surprised me with Robert. We were married in October and started a new chapter in our lives.
Robert is a God loving man and we were able to bring God into our lives and our marriage. When I tell you that made all of the difference in the world, I mean it. We tried a few churches here and there, but could never find one that we both felt comfortable with. After almost 9 years of looking, a series of circumstances led us to Life Church in Laurel, Mississippi. Wow! We immediately knew that we had found our home.
For years I knew God was there. Finally, I figured out how to walk with Him. Big difference. We started serving in various ministries in the church. We took the attitude of when the doors were open we would be there. Robert and I both started delving into the Bible and any study that we could find to go with it. As I look around my computer den now, I giggle at the many materials that we have. There are at least 8 different Bibles opened at any given time. Many times I had tried to read the Bible in the past and didn't get past Genesis. But now, my eyes are opened and I am enjoying learning more and more every day.
I found Facebook almost a year ago. It was during a very dark period in my life. Robert and I had just taken over a program at our church, Celebrate Recovery. We were on FIRE! We were so passionate in this incredible disciple building program and couldn't get enough of it. All of a sudden, I was under attack. I went into a horrible depression and couldn't figure anything out. Thankfully, I was able to meet with a few ladies from our church and they helped me realize that satan was attaching me head on. Within no time, my spirits were lifted and I was determined to be a more powerful warrior for Christ.
Since losing Jesse, I always felt that I had a story to tell. Many times I would sit at the computer or I would grab a pencil and paper. I would manage to get one sentence and then it would stop. Nothing. I couldn't figure out where to go with what was in my head. Then it happened. God spoke and I typed. Dragonfly Kisses was born. I posted the story on Facebook for my friends to read. After that, the stories started flying. God would first give me a title. I would ponder on it for as long as He would allow. Then He would have me just sit down in front of the computer and my hands would find the keyboard. The movie started right before my eyes and I typed as quickly as I could to keep up with it. Before I knew it, over 20 stories were written. Dragonfly Kisses and other inspirational stories was published in December 2009. God has grabbed me out of my comfort zone and thrust me into a world of marketing. I am being told continuously to publicize the book, and for me that is difficult. I tend to get very nervous talking to people. Selling is not my forte. But this is God's project and He sees me in a different light. The first step to walking with God is to learn obedience. And trust me when I say that it is usually something that you wouldn't choose to do on your own!
The book sales are going well. I have quite a few places to take it to that I still haven't visited. But those will come within the next few weeks. The book is now available on Amazon, which I am still in awe of. God does amazing things, even when there is nothing in your checkbook to start with.
I'm working on my next book now, He Moves the Pebbles. I am very excited about this one. I know that God is an amazing God and He wants to show more and more people that He is still in the business of miracles. And let me tell you, He is! Hopefully, Pebbles will be published within the next month or so.
God is now putting something else onto our hearts. We have felt the calling to do this work for over two years. Now it is getting stronger. Robert and I both have a passion for going to others and telling about our Savior. We both long to be in the missions field. With that calling comes great responsibility, great planning, and great faith. We still have a lot of planning to do. So that is the path that we are hoping to travel in the near future. But for now, we are being still and listening to what He has to say.
Every day is an adventure. Every day we make a decision: to have a good day or not. We make the choice every day to either walk in His path or linger on the side of the road. I'm through with lingering. I'm ready to walk. I'm ready to run! Come join us in our journey.
Many blessings!
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